Catching Feelings - Jastin (Boyxboy)

Chapter 8

It's Solange and Charlie (Jason's son) in the photo!

Don't forget to read the author's notes at the end, please!

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Jason McCann's P.O.V

I knocked on the door as I heard a little kid talking inside of the house. I let out a loud sigh when I noticed my hands getting sweaty, maybe from the nervosism I had right now.

The door became open and I had the vision of the first girl I've ever loved. Solange.

I could notice she was very surprised when she saw me stand there in front of her and no word could leave her mouth in the moment. No words could leave my mouth either.

"J-Jason? Oh my god, Jason!" She said while a smile grew on her pink lips. I couldn't help but smile at the sight. "Hello, Solange" I mumbled quietly.

I didn't know if I should do it, but I pulled her to me and hugged her tightly. She did the same. I perfectly knew she still loved me and that's why I didn't want to become too closer to her and do things that could maybe hurt her, even though she was the one hurting me.

I met her in high school, we went to high school together. Once I saw her I felt that it was love at first sight, but I didn't know yet what love was because I hooked up with almost all the girls at school. I didn't know what love was before I met her. She taught me that love can be so beautiful, but with the mistakes she had made, she also taught me love is dangerous and can put you through a lot of pain. I did all the things you can imagine to make her love me back, I did all the things I could to have her and I did. She loved me, I had her. We were together for many years, but then she cheated on me. Months later after we broke up, she told me she was pregnant and that the child was mine. I stayed with her, I supported her, I helped her in the first months but then she cheated again and I left. I left and I didn't had the intention to come back.

But now, here I am. Knocking at her door.

I stepped inside of her house and she closed the door. The smile on her face didn't seem to disappear and for some reason I was happy to make her happy. I just don't know why...

In the corner of the living room, it was a little kid, sitting on the floor and playing with toys. My child. Finally I get to see how he grew up, how he looks.

Solange walked towards him and picked him up, he looked at me, wondering who I was and all I did was smile widely. I couldn't help it!

"Hello, champion" I spoke. He still looked confused because he didn't know who I was. "Charlie, do you know who this is?" Solange questioned him and he nodded silently. She smiled while looking at him. "This is your daddy Charlie, this is your daddy. His name is Jason" She told him.

Charlie opened his arms and ran to me, I picked him up with a huge smile on my face, grateful for finally having the chance to have my child on my arms. Oh god, Chaz was so right. It's an amazing feeling once you have your kid in your arms.

"Daddy! Finally you're back to me and mommy!" I smiled but then I realized what Charlie had just said. I'm not back, and it broke my heart to know he was thinking I was back.

Solange was just there looking at us like she was in love, we looked like a family but, we weren't. Me and her had been through a lot and I'm not going to forgive her again and then, she makes the same mistake. I know how she is.

"Charlie, sweetie, can you please go play with your toys while me and your daddy have a talk?" She asked and Charlie ran to his toys and began to play with them.

Solange looked me in the eyes. "Jason, I think we should talk..." "Fine, you want to talk about what? About how many times you've cheated on me?" I spoke, looking at her in the same way. "I've already told you those were just mistakes! I've changed, and I promise you that" She spoke. I couldn't believe a word of what she was saying.

"I can't trust you again, I just can't. I forgave you the first time you cheated on me but then you did it again. I can't be dumb and forgive you again, just no" I spoke as I let out a deep breath.

"Did you seen how Charlie looked at you back there? He is so happy that you're back to us. Please stay with u-"

"Solange, I'm not back. I'm not staying" I said. Can she stop acting like this? I've already told her that I'm hurt and she can't change that.

"Have you found somebody else?" She questioned.

I didn't speak, I just stayed quiet. Well, I had Justin. I have Justin, right?

"I can't believe you're just going to left me and your son. You should stay with us, you belong here, you don't belong nowhere else" She spoke as a tear ran through her cheek. Fake cry? I've seen that before coming from her.

"Solange, just fucking stop saying that! You've broke me two times and I wouldn't forgive myself if I just forgive you. You can't do fucking mistakes and then expect people to want to stay with you after all you've done, you need to fucking learn that, Solange!" "Remember when you used to call me Sol in high s-" "Stop with the memories, stop with all of that! You need to fucking stop Solange, jesus" I spoke and grabbed my jacket, walking to her front door.

"So you're just leaving us?"

"I don't know."

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