Catching Feelings - Jastin (Boyxboy)

Chapter 14

Justin Bieber's P.O.V

The little but completely adorable child was sitting on the floor with his legs wide open while two cars and two Spiderman dolls were in the middle of them. I couldn't believe that was Jason's child, when the kid doesn't even look like Jason, but well, it is Jason's kid. He played amusingly with his toys, sometimes looking up to me and giving me a small and shy smile. The inocence of a child was inexplicable; yet something so beautiful.

I was drowning in my own thoughts when the little Charlie poked my leg, making me laid my eyes on him. He smiled. "Hi! I'm Charlie!" He spoke, giving me a shy look and I smiled at him. "Hi Charlie! My name is Justin" I replied while he poked my legs once again with his little finger. "You're very cute!! You look like my daddy Jason, are you his boyfriend?" Charlie inocently asked, with a curious look on his face. He looked at me with googly eyes, while my cheeks heated up. "No, I'm not! I'm his friend." I told Charlie as he nodded in comprehension. "If my daddy is your friend maybe he would like me to be your friend too!" I nodded, and asked him. "How old are you, little one?" He showed me three fingers. "Ooh, you're already grown up!" I told him, and he giggled adorably, nodding.

"Well Charlie, are you hungry?" I asked him, and he nodded while he stopped playing with his toys. "What about I make you a cheese sandwich and a strawberry yogurt?" Charlie nodded fast. I picked him up and we went to the kitchen. I put him on the counter while I got one slice of cheese and two slices of bread, putting them together. "I love cheese sandwich! And strawberry yogurt is my favorite of all" Charlie spoke, clapping his hands as he saw me prepare his food. "Well, that makes two of us because I love cheese sandwich too!" He giggled and I gave him a high-five. I was always looking at him, to make sure he didn't fall off the counter.

I walked towards the fridge, grabbing a strawberry yogurt. Once his food was ready, I sat him down. He started eating the food. "If you eat all of that, I might also give you chocolate cookies! Do you like chocolate cookies?" I asked him, and he nodded fast. "My mommy used to make chocolate cookies and her cookies were delicious! I think that your cookies are delicious too" Charlie spoke and a laughed a little bit when I heard him. "But you haven't tried my cookies, yet" I told him and he giggled. "Yes but you're so cool and friendly that your cookies are going to be delicious!!" I laughed at his cuteness.

Once he ate all of the sandwich and the yogurt, I gave him some of my cookies and he loved them. He ate like 6 or 7 of them. After eating, he got a little sleepy so I laid him on the couch and put a baby blue blanket on him so he wasn't cold while sleeping. Did I already told you I love the baby blue shade?

I sat on the another couch, watching tv. Suddenly Jason entered home and closed the door. I looked at him and crossed my arms. "Hello bab-" He wasn't even able to finish, because when he turned around he saw his own child that eventually he was trying to hide from me, laying on the couch, asleep. "Did Solange brin-" He began to talk, nervously, but I didn't let him finish because I had some things to say to him. "Jason did you really have a child and you weren't able to tell me that? I'm not the type of person to get really mad easily but this really made me upset." I spoke and he looked down. "As I was saying, did Solange bring him here?" He asked, looking at his own feet. "Yes she did, can't you see? She asked me to watch him for a couple of hours and I did. Then I said that I didn't knew you babysit, because she told me she was looking for you to take care of him, and she simply told me that you were his father" I spoke. Words didn't come out of Jason's mouth, and I didn't expect that to happen, honestly.

"What really makes me upset is that you went to buy me, to some company that sells girls to some creepy ass people and you didn't even tell me that from the start. I'm not mad you have a child, Jase! I'm mad you have a child and you bought me instead of using that money to take care of your own child. I'm mad you didn't tell me anything. I'm mad because, instead of taking care of your own child you were out there, doing god knows what. I totally didn't expect you to be like that. You seemed like a caring person to me when I first met you. I melted when I saw the way you treated me" I continued, but then got up, ready to leave the room, but Jason grabbed my arm not letting me do it.

"Please, listen to me." He said. I sighed and nodded, waiting for him to start talking. "I know I did and I still do a lot of mistakes but I'm doing my best to take care of Charlie. Charlie's mom loves me. She loves me and wants me to be a couple with her again but I just don't feel that way anymore. Justin, I am with you, for some reason! I bought you because something, deep down, told me I needed to do it and not letting you go. I'll tell you the whole story about Solange when I feel like I'm ready to do it. But I will, Justin. I just want you to forgive me for not telling you that I had a child, I'm sorry that I hide it from you. I just, wasn't ready to do it. But please forgive me" He pleaded for my forgiveness.

I didn't say nothing, but pulled him into a really tight embrace while he hid his face on my neck. I feel sorry about this but I still don't know what I really feel about this. I don't know why he was pleading for the forgiveness of someone he didn't know that well. Pleading for the forgiveness of someone that I think that doesn't have any impact in his life.

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Oh god I am sooo sorry for not updating. The fact is that I haven't been here and I truly apologize for that.

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