we almost shared a perfect relationship pero sinira nya lang lahat yon
"fuck." i cussed while smilling like an idiot
she kissed me before she entered her classroom and i left her smilling. ngayon ko napatunayan na pwede palang kiligin ang mga lalaki. right after we made love to each other i asked her if she could be my girlfriend and she said yes. given na may nangyari na samin kaya sya pumayag pero nung sabihin nya sakin na matagal na nya kong mahal, mas naging masa ko dahil do'n.
"hi baby" a past fling greeted me. Lena Dizon. im not actually good at names when it comes to my flings. but how could i forget the wildest girl i share my bed with? sya yung pinaka magaling. pero pinaka masarap syempre yung girlfriend ko. Lena's genital is lose already.
"zup?" i greeted her casualy. loyal ao kay danielle eh. wala na kong pakialam sa ibang babae
"i just wonder if i could warm your bed tonight?" she said seductively
"im i afraid i cant, me and my girlfriend have to catch up later" i said smilling. just a thought of me and danielle watching movie together sounds great.
"you mean danielle yap?"
"yeah"
"as in joshua's girlfriend?" napakunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nya. joshua? as in my brother "di ko naman alam, ganan pala kayo kaclose ni joshua. you share girls?"
"what do you mean?"
"they are dating for months now" seryosong sabi nya "kaya nga sya pumunta sa party mo kasi akala nya nando'n si joshua eh, tapos inunahan mo naman. bitch na yon akala ko mahinhin, malandi naman pala"
"shut up lena. stop right there!" mariing sabi ko. that's impossible, girlfriend ko si danielle at alam kong mahal nya ko. sugurado akong hindi nya naman ibibigay ang virginity nya sakin kung hindi.
"ayaw mong maniwala? bat di mo sila tingnan sa pool area ngayon? di ka ba nagtataka kung balit lagi silang magkasama samantalang magkaiba naman sila ng course? they are fooling you jacob" she said seriously and leave me hangging.
i went to the pool area to check them out and lena is right. joshua and danielle are together. i was about to talk to them and asked what's going on. may tiwala ako kay danielle. baka naman magkaibigan lang sila diba?
pero hindi pa ko nangangalahati ay natigilan na ko. they just hug each other tight.
if i just want to have a child kahit naman hindi ko na pakasalan si danielle eh. but i need to get even. hindi ko sila mapapatawad ni joshua. they fooled me.
humanda ka danielle yap. i'll make your life miserable. pagbabayaran mo na pinatay mo ang anak ko. you will regret the day i lost him because of you.
pinunasan ko ang luhang lumagaslas mula sa mga mata ko. it's been five years since she killed him at para na rin akong namatay ng araw na yon. manhid na ko at walang nararamdaman. she killed a piece of me and it was ruthless.
nakipag break ako sa kanya at sinabing si lena ang totoong guato ko. lena and i had a relationship way back then. hanggang ngayon. pero hindi ko pa in napigilan ang sarili ko na hindi sya kamustahin? kahit pa sa tuwing makikita kong magkasama sila ni jacob at umiiyak sya at para na rin akong pinapatay. mahal na mahal ko si danielle. mahal na mahal. ilang araw syang hindi pumasok kaya naman nag alala ako.
i hired a private investigators para manmanan sya. and i knew she was pregnant. sinundan sya ng investigator ko sa hospital at inireport sakin na buntis nga sya.
i was so happy that time. alam kong ako ang ama ng bata kung ibibilang sa buwan na may nangyari samin. nagplano ako para maging kami ulit. i even bought a ring and planned a proposal. eighteen na sya at pwede na kaming magpakasal kung saka sakali.
but then the day i am supposed to proposed to her, isang balita ang dumurog sakin. nagpaabort si danielle. pinatay nya ang anak ko. now im gonna make her pay.
"can't sleep?" nilingon ko ang lalaking nagsalita. it was my dad.
dito na kami nagpalipas ng gabi. gusto daw kasing makabonding ni mama ang mga daughter in law nya.
"nagpapantok lang" itinaas ko ang bote ng beer at ipinakita sa kanya. may hawak din syang bote no'n. nag tose kami at sabay na uminom
"what were you thinking?" he asked
"my wife?" i shrugged "damn im inlove" i chuckled. kailangan ko lang mapasakay. i want la verde more than anything. tumawa rin ito
and we talked about her all night. may napala din naman pala ko sa pagsasali samin ni mama sa workshop dati. mas gumaling ang acting skills ko. i'll make you suffer danielle. sisiguraduhin kong madudurog ka sa paghihiganti ko at hindi ka na makakabangon ulit.
