My Heart's Desire∥SEVENTEEN FanFic∥

Chapter 17- Miscommunicated Threads

"Chan Young-ah, I'm sorry..." Joshua, please don't let those words come out from your mouth, please!

"Chan Young-ah, let's breakup." he said coldly, facing me with his back. He's rapidly tearing my heart to bits and pieces, leaving deep scars and wounds. I'm heartbroken, it hurts so much!

Joshua please!" I pleaded, I felt like dying! I'm crying so much, I've never cried this much before. My tears kept on streaming down my face, they wouldn't stop.

"We can no longer be together and this here will be the end of us. We're going to assume that we've never met each other ok, that's it." I just stood there behind him, helplessly. I couldn't move, I was in too much pain to be able to function properly, both physically and mentally.

"This is our goodbye. We're strangers now." he finished off, leaving me crying hysterically as he slowly left my sight.

My heart's broken, he's shredding it and everything in it. There's nothing to it now, to me now, there's no meaning to everything anymore.

I continued to weep non-stop and I don't think it'll stop anytime soon. Eventually, my legs gave out on me and I fell on the floor, soon after that, my whole body gave up on me.

Honestly speaking, what's my life without him... Without his comfort and embrace, what's the meaning of everything and anything now.

Joshua, please don't leave me, I'm nothing without you...

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"Hey, you awake?" Joshua!? Oh My God, it was all just a dream... A horrible one.

I opened my eyes and looked back behind me to see Joshua just watching me sleep while playing with my hair, still lying down with an arm to support his head.

"Eung..." I answered, I was rusty that morning ok and plus, after that dream, I'm not sure if I'm feeling fine right now.

"Did you sleep well?" he asked me in a soft tone. I swear, this boy gets me every single time.

"Eung..." I answered again, didn't want to tell him about my dream, I don't want him to know.

"... You're really pretty when you sleep, you know that?" he said making my heart erupt with feels, playing with my hair even more.

"E-eung..." I answered yet again but in a soft tone this time, like a whisper as I hid myself under the blanket by pulling it up my face.

"Wae? You blushing again babe?" he said with a hint of laughter. I'm sorry, I can't control them!

"Y-yah, hajima. Let's just get out for now." I murmured under the blanket, feeling the heat of my face.

"Arasso, don't take too long or I'll miss you." Joshua, stop please... I'm blushing even more now.

"Ppaliwa." he ended, letting himself out. Aish! Joshua will seriously be the end of me if he keeps this up.

I cooled my cheeks down a bit before slipping myself out from the blanket and out. Wow, why did I have such a dream? Why? Joshua, he wouldn't leave me... right?

I rubbed my eyes and grabbed a jacket to put on, it was cold and I'm wearing my school uniform. And as I stepped out...

"Uwaaaaa!" was the only thing I could let out right now upon seeing what's in front of me.