All I Have

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Victoria's POV

When I woke up hours from that surgery that I didn't know what for,the doctor is checking my vitals and all..but before I panic once again I remained calmed and asked him how did the surgery go and what had happened to me..And why am I hurting all over..

He explained everything to me,the accident,the loosing so much blood,the rib fracture,the muscle discomforts and what angered me more is the hand surgery I had to get...This pain all over my whole being made me weak,my leg wrapped up and being elevated until the blood circulations on my legs come back to normal,the sling that's covering basically half my body that's supporting my newly operated hand...

I only wanted to talk and tell everything to jessamyn-

JESSAMYN..

"Doc!i...Is someone's here named...named jessamyn?"I asked catching my breathe as if I've run thousands of miles.

"I'll get one of the nurses to call her in,but just a reminder take everything slow Victoria...you're still in critical condition we still have to monitor you for some internal bleeding and organ failures so keep it easy,specially you got a new incision for we had to repair the bleeding in your spleen.."he said as I just rolled my eyes at him..

"You're lucky you know...normally in that kind of accidents no one ever survived.yes you do have a lot of pain but just come to think of the fact that you didn't break any bones like others,you only broke your hand but that's it a fractured rib that can be healed through time and a beat up leg that's it...but in time you heal you'd be still able to do everything you wanted...so I hope you use this second chance in a good way"

The doctor had huge ass point...But first all I have to do is tell Jessamyn Everything and in hope she'll still want me even if I'm a total wreck...I got a second chance I have to live this life as how I wanted to be...

And that's to be with jessamyn

Sighing I heard the door closed...I slowly opened my eyes only to see her standing there...god how I missed her face,all of her!

"Jessamyn...."my heart quickens I wanted to sit up and gave her a hug but everything in me just won't work,just full of pain and I just can't..

"Hey...hey you have to relax"Jess quickly stood beside my bed.she softly got my left hand in hers caressing it with her thumb

I look down...but only to see gashes and bruises on my left arm.

"I-I'm sorry"I breathe out..

She leaned down and placed a soft kiss on top of my head..I want to hug her and kiss the hell out of her but I can't...I don't have any inch of strength in me..

"You don't need to say anything doll...just rest and don't worry anything,I'm here and I'm not planning to leave"she said as she stare right into my eyes..

How could be someone be that understanding and loving??And I can't stopped few tears run down on the corner of my eyes,she quickly but softly wiped it away...

"Please..please don't cry baby doll,there's nothing for you to shed any tears...you've survive into something some people didn't,you're a strong woman...and that's only one of the many reasons why I love you"

My heart dropped.....she-she just-

"Uhhh you're supposed to say you love me too"she say making me laugh but groaned when a pain shot through my right side

"Okay okay!!! Calm down then,I get it"she said chuckling a bit..she lean down on my left side of the bed her face closer to mine

"But...I'm serious,I could tell you all the reasons why I fall in love with you but I can't explain it you know...that's why I guess the saying that when you truly love someone...you don't really have any kind of explanation to why you love that certain person"