All I Have

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I only got 2 days a fucking day when I got those damn rings!If only I didn't love Cartier that much I probably didn't got her engagement rings there...But I love how Cartier do personalize rings..Like ours I put my initials VKD inside her ring  by the steel part as it's made of different kind of cuts of diamonds it's simple but beautiful..but she didn't even want me to get us rings but no..I wanted to let girls or even guys to know she's taken..

I thought I won't be able to propose to her before she goes to Vegas for the elimination round for TUF18 but I got the call the other day that the ring is good to be pick up earlier this morning..I waited till she leave for her workout this afternoon,she keep on telling me to not drive around as I've been bugging her to let me drive around my newly Range Rover.

Last week I got a new off white range rover and got the same phone and same phone number..I hated the fact that jessamyn needs to drive me whenever I have a follow up check ups even when she just got back from a hard training..

My stitches on my eyebrow is starting to fade and for my side stitches its been dissolved already but still need a few cleaning for it and a large bandaid to put on,Same with my hand I got it cleaned the other day and decided to change the color of my cast for a darker shade of green.Which I got a lot of kisses from her because she loves it..

And now...Im just getting ready to do my official proposal to the lady who took my breathe away..And she's currently at GFC and this time of the night there's probably a few guys besides Ronda,Edmond and shay and her..so this is a perfect timing..

After I checked my self out one last time on my whole length mirror wearing one of my blue jeans that's folded by the ends,my white converse and Jessamyns starwars graffiti muscle shirt..The shirt I wore the first time we had sex.The day I left her because I panic! Also I remember she told me she likes it when she saw me just wearing simple clothing..nothing professional or something.

Smiling about it I grab my car keys and the small box to put at the back of my jeans.

"I can do this."

Jessamyn hated the fact that I drive again after what had happened,after I got my car a few days ago,this is my first time driving again..She'll be pissed but I can't ask someone to drive me because I wanted to perform a normal proposal presenting a ring..She deserves to have a proposal and a ring!

After a few minutes I parked my rover just across the GFC seeing there's only a few guys who's training and I saw Ronda and Shayna playing around the mat.

I got out patting my back pocket to feel the box very evident but I don't care I'll go there and ask her..gosh I'm nervous !

"Oh what are you doing here?"Ronda asked once she saw me entered the fighting club.

I'm nervous and being here isn't helping,I mean being surrounded by things I should be getting away from...Things that urge me to use my strength to someone.

"Uhh..I'm just-"

"Ooohh...did you drive over here?!you're dead to jessamyn!" Shayna called..

"Where is she anyways??"I asked

"She's at the back with rina she will just doing circuit training first...What up what are you doing here??"Ronda said smiling like a five years old..