All I Have

xviv

All the way back at the hotel I'm staying at,jessamyn didn't give me a single word. Instead of staying at the hotel room that is provided for all the fighters for their last day here in Vegas she's coming back to stay in my hotel room but haven't spoken to me ever since I tried to changed the subject about the surgery...

I mean all I wanted is for her not to worry why is she making this a big deal?!

We both got in the hotel and I feel like drinking..

So when we both got out of the van i search for my key card to my room inside my clutch bag.

"Here..."I said holding out the room key card.

She looked at me then the card,"I'll go just go have some drink at the-"

"No you're not...let's go"she said sternly as she grab my left hand and yanking me towards the elevator.

"Yes I am! You're not gonna talk to me at all anyways might aswell just sit at the bar and drink"I said stopping on my tracks making her stop to and look at me.

"lets go...and I'll talk"she said softly sighing.

I look at her to see if she's lying..but her eyes look tired and drained so might aswell not be a brat and just go with her..

We both got inside the elevator I keep looking at her,she looks so stressed and tired...her shoulders hunched and just her whole demeanour looks so tired.

Once we got inside my room she saw the muscle tapes and the things I used to help to ease the pain in my hand..I quickly got over the trash and just chuck it over the small garbage bin..

"Babe..."

She yank me close to her wrapping her toned arms around my waist as she nuzzle her head on the crook of my neck.

"Why do you hide things from me?"she softly asked but it taken be aback a little on how calm she's handling this..

I thought once we get inside the room she'll shout or yell at me..

"I'm not hiding things from you Jessamyn,it's just I didn't want you to worry...because that's all what you're gonna do"I said pulling away from her hug..but she just pull me closer to her..

"Can we talk about this in bed??i miss you so much doll"she whispered and all I did was nod.

Her voice so sweet that making me quiver it's just so hot but sweet and loving at the same time..

She helped me get out of my clothes and every piece of clothing she got off of me she places kisses on my bare skin that made me take a few deep breathes making the butterflies on the pit of my stomach go crazy..

Until I only got into one of my shirt and my black kleins,while she got a sweatpants and her black hoodie..her face pretty much healed up there's still a faint of bruises under her eye but not as bad as it looks before.

We both turned off all the light except for my side lamp as we both got under the duvet..jessamyn laying her head on my chest,my arm around her playing with her soft hair.

I felt her arm laid on my torso..playing carefully with my engagement ring..

"I'm really sorry if I didn't come out at those people who asked me about my-"

"It's okay babe..I understand"I felt her sigh...because that's the last thing I want for us to talk about,I mean in the end she's still engaged to me and not the boyfriend she's talking bout about.

"So...why didn't you tell me?is there anything else you want to tell me so I could stop hearing things from others?"

"I didn't want to tell you because I know you'll be worried as you always do...and I don't want you to worry about-"