All I Have

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When morning came Jessamyns all curled up beside me,her head nuzzled closer to my head and arms resting on my torso..a smiled came into my face when I saw the engagement ring on her finger..

I slowly got out from her hold and went to just straight prepare both of us breakfast..And now that jessamyn doesn't need to cut weight I could feed and spoil her..

Specially now Christmas is coming and I get to spend it with two new important people in my life,jessamyn and Lucas.

I never thought after years I've been alone finally I get to feel and spend this Holliday with the the people I love..and also loves me back whole heartedly..

But then again...it'll be Anthony's death anniversary next week, the day I got him killed...

I felt a year roll down my cheek so I quickly wiped it away,I wouldn't want jessamyn to see me crying first thing in the morning..

So instead of thinking about it I busied my self on preparing a full breakfast for her..just like how she made me a full English breakfast when I got drunk and she took care of me at her place..

Funny it felt as if it happened so long ago but it not even over a year that my world turned upside down..

You okay now lady bug??lucas isn't mad at you just letting you know and I'm proud of what you're becoming...I know you're a strong girl but I do know too that sometimes you need someone to help you mend yourself back..-d

Smiling at my brothers message I replied back-I'm sorry if I snapped out on the little bug but I'll make it up to him after I go see the doctor today-Victoria

"Smells good in here"my head snap up to see a sleepy walking jessamyn towards me..

I wrapped my arm around her waist only she peck my forehead and hug me tight..

"I made you breakfast just go sit and I'll bring it there"I said she just gave my shoulder a light kiss and grab some utensils and plates to put at the dining table...

She opened the tv across the room and put it on the wrestling mania channel she got up and started making herself a coffee

"You want some doll?"she ask her voice still low and I could still hear the sleepiness in her voice.

"Just please sit your ass there and let me take care of you jessamyn"I said making her look down on me smirking like a hot mess she is.

"Please babe?"I lasted batting my eyelashes up at her..she lean down and peck my lips.

Her hands on both side of my waist,"only because you're being extra darn cute today"she said making me smile..

After I got the fourth piece of waffle and done frying some bacon and egg I put it down on the dining and get back to the kitchen to grab some fresh fruits..

I also got her coffee and mine..

"I was thinking..."

She raised an eyebrow at me,"oh...it's always not a good thing when that came up"she said making me shook my head.

"I was thinking instead of buying a puppy or something let's just rescue one...I'll call the the apartment manager and ask if Its allowed to have pet in this building"I said sitting down