I'll miss you... (Monsta X fanfiction)

Chapter 2~ The day

Shori pov:

The day have finally came. We're all backstage. We were all so nervous because today is our debut stage and we hope we didn't do any mistakes. I was the most nervous one since i hold the most important place in the group. Main vocal and Main dancer. A stylist is doing my make up when she noticed how nervous i am. "Yah, don't be nervous. You'll do great" she did a thumbs up. I smiled nervously "Kamsahmida unnie". She just smiled at me back. Whooooo now we're almost near the stage. "Guys before we perform. Let's do our handshake." Eunbyeol unnie said. We all put our palms out and grab each others hand. "Hana dul set, Electrive! Electrive! Go go go Electrive!" we throw our hands up at the last word. I know it's lame but it's the best.

We went up on stage one by one according to age. "Hana dul set. Bzzzz it's Electrive chimnida" Eunbyeol make a cue for us to do our group introduction. It's actually Sooyoung unnie's idea to do that. The song started blasted behind us and we started singing and dancing.

The last part came and i did a flip before doing splits. We heard clappings everywhere. I stood up and we bowed. "You did a great job there. Now let's discuss before letting you know if you will debut or not" and the judges started discussing. "We made our choice." a judge said. I was crossing my fingers at the back and i feel like peeing because of the nervousness i have. "You guys get to debut! Now tomorrow you guys can release your mv. And have fun!" we all were shocked. I cried of joy. I can't believe it. We've debuted! I can't wait to call my mom. We all hugged each other. "You guys did a great job" Eunbyeol told us. We went backstage and change our clothes. I dialed in my mom's phone number and wait for her to answer my call.

"Yeobuseyo?" i heard my mom's voice. It's been a long time umma. I cried. "Umma... It's me.. Seungyeon. I just want to tell you i have successfully debuted umma" i cried. "Yah my daughter debuted! I'm so happy for Seungyeonnie. I'm glad you debuted. I'm sorry if i wasn't there to support you. *coughing in the background*" is she sick or something? "Umma are you sick?" i asked her. "No i'm not. My throat suddenly felt itchy and i coughed. I have to go honey. Let's call some other time alright?" i stupidly nodded knowing she won't know. "Arraseo umma. Have a good sleep. Saranghae!" she hung up. I sighed. If she's really sick. Why didn't she tell me?

Ah yeah i forgot to tell you guys this. My dad passed away when i was in the 5th month of training because he had cancer. And i didn't want to lose my one an only mother. We went back to our dorm and chill out. *ding* i heard a notification. Hm who is this? I checked and saw Kihyun's name. Wow he messaged me? I opened up the message and read it. Hey want to hang out since we have our free time now? Okay that was weird of him. I answered Sure but where to meet though? :/ He answered. How about we meet at the playground nearby? I answered yes and told my unnies i'll be going out. I saw him swinging at the swings looking lonely. Hehe he look kinda cute when he's like that. Woah Seungyeon calm your tits bro. You're in love with Changkyun. But deal witg it. He likes someone else and that someone is really popular and pretty. Hais i have no chance with him.

"Hey! Did you wait for me very long?" i sat down at the other swing. "Hm? Aniyo. I just reach here" he smile. When he smile, he have that cute dimple and i kinda like it. "Kaja! Let's go eat" he grabbed my hand and walk to the nearest restaurant. I blushed at his sudden movement. When we reach i look at our hands that were clasped together. He saw it and removed his hands away from me as fast as he could. Woah did he just blush? Oh my god! I've never seen this side of him.

We went to the nearest ice-cream stall. He bought vanilla and i bought chocolate. "Hey wanna walk around Seoul? I'm so bored" he pouted at me. I chuckle. "Hehe arraseo.. Kaja" i patted him at the head and he smiled like a cat. We were walking while licking our ice-cream. Hmm it's so delicious. *ding* i heard a notification. Hpm? Who will message me at this time? Yah ppalli get home! We have to shoot our mv already. Eunbyeol messaged. Agh! So fast. "Ah Kihyun hyung i ha-" i didn't get to finish my sentence when he say "hyung?! Yah are you a guy or a girl? Call me oppa!" i nodded slowly. "Kihyun oppa. I have to go now since i have yo shoot our mv already. Mianhae" i bow at him and ran before he say anything.

Kihyun pov:

Aish that girl! I was just about to spend time with her when the stupid mv time interfered. And i was about to congratulate her but she ran away -_-.

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Auhtor here! I'm sorry if this chapter is short since my phone is gonna be confiscated and i have not a lot of time to write new chapter and since my exams is coming closer i have to study. So maybe starting of November i get to update? I promise you the next chapter is gonna be fun!