I'll miss you... (Monsta X fanfiction)

Chapter 16~ Leave me alone

Play the song up there. It will give you more feels ;)
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Shori pov:

"Who is the fucking doctor who did his chemotherapy?!" i shouted at the doctor as i balled up my fist ready to punch him but Minhyuk pulled me back. "His name is Joong Mu. Please forgive him" he said. "You think it's so fucking easy to forgive him when he did the therapy wrong and even gave HIM THE WRONG PRESCRIPTIONS?!" i raised my voice loudly. "Seungyeon ah. Kihyun wouldn't like it if you act like this" Jooheon said as he pat my shoulder. I shake his hands off. "HE'S GONNA BE DEAD. HE'S ONLY LEFT WITH 2 FUCKING MONTH! WHAT DO YOU THINK I FEEL?!" i shouted.

"YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEEL LIKE THIS! You're not the only one. We've known him for 4 years. You only met him last year. " Wonho cried. I scoffed, "You guys don't know a single shit about me and Kihyun. We knew each other before you guys even knew him. Don't talk to me again. Now get lost!" i push Minhyuk away but was pulled back by Wonho. "Piss off before i punch you" i gritted my teeth and he let go and i run to the nearest t cried softly at the back and stare outside. I pay the driver and went in the building and to my room. "Seungyeon ah. Gwenchana? You look pale" Eunbyeol put her hands on my head as i push it away.

"Leave me alone" i said and slam the door shut. I don't know why am i feeling so angry. I bet it's gonna be so awkward. *ding* and i look over to my phone to see the sajangnim message. There will be a party and the companys will only bring their rookies to join. This is a rookie party to be honest. You all were invited by JYP and so does the YG, SM, top media, Big hit and more companys rookie groups. The party is held at JYP's company this Saturday at 9pm. Be sure to be there!.

Great. Really great. But it means i can meet BTS?! Omo! "Seungyeon you rest! We're gonna go practice!" Eunbyeol shouted. I sigh as i plop to bed. What the hell just happen between me and Monsta X? *ding* i look over to see Wonho texting me. Seungyeon ah. Mianhae. We didn't know. Please forgive us. *ding* Chinja mianhae. Please forgive us. *ding*. I didn't open that message because i know it's from Wonho.

I plop back to bed and fell asleep. *ring ring ring ring ma bell* my phone started ringing. I groan as i picked up the phone without looking at the ID. "Miss.... Your mom" and i shot up from bed. "W-what's wrong w-with her?" i almost raise my voice. "Please come to the hospital. She've woken up. But she's left with only 2 days to live" i hung up my phone and wore my shoes. I raced to the van and told the driver to go to the hospital quick.

We've reached and i ran as fast as i could to my mom's room. I already saw my oppa in there. "You came here and didn't tell me?!" i shouted at him. "I did!" he shouted. "When?!" i shouted back at him. "Kids. Don't make a fuss please" my mom made a faint sound. "Omg umma. You're awake" i saw her very pale face and i sobbed silently. "Please don't fight because of me." she smiled weakly. "We promise we won't fight anymore umma" oppa said as he grabbed her hand and rubbed it.

"I love you so much. Don't ever forget about me if someone ever replaced me." she said. "No one can ever replace you and appa." i cried at her bed. She grabbed my hair and stroke it slowly. "I'm sorry i have to leave you guys. I'm really sorry. I kept a secret that i have tuberculosis. I'm really sorry." i feel a drop of tear fell on my face. I sat up and wipe her tears. "I'll love you no matter what happens. I'll always be by your side" me and oppa cried our balls out.

"I love you guys" and her voice slowly became softer. "Umma!" oppa shouted. I shot up to see my mom smiling with her eyes closed. "Doctor! Nurse! Ppalli!" my oppa shouted and everything went quiet. Oppa was pulling me out as i see doctors and nurses rushing in slowly. They brought the defibrillator and pump onto her. Her body rise up but went down again. The whole thing was in slow motion in my eyes. Even my brother's shouting. "Uuummmmaaaaa!" he shouted in slow motion.