I'll miss you... (Monsta X fanfiction)

Chapter 20~ Precious

If you guys don't know, she's Jaemi. Mow enjoy the chapter. ;)
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1 month later~

Kihyun pov:

I only have 1 week left for me to see her. What am i gonna do? I wanna see my son/daughter. I was in deep thoughts when the doctor Joong Mu came rushing in smiling widely. "There's good news and bad news for you. Which one you want to hear first?" he asked me. "Bad" i answered him. "You're not gonna live long" and i looked down. I knew it. "How about the good news doc?" and he grinned from ear to ear and he told me the good news. I can't belive it?! I'm gonna tell Seungyeon right now!

Seungyeon pov:

The bump from my belly is slowly getting bigger. I was rubbing my belly when i was interrupted from my phone ringing. "Babe! I have good news for you!" Kihyun shout from the other side of the phone. I pulled away from his screaming. "Gezz. What's so good till you shout this loud?" i groan. I'm having a lot of mood swings during my pregnancy. My oppa didn't like it at first but soon accept it since he's gonna be an uncle sooner or later.

"I have 9 months left to live. I get to see our baby for 1 month!" he shout but i kept quiet. "Aren't you happy?" i can feel it that he's upset. "But you'll still leave us" i sniff. I bit my lips not to cry again. "Look, the doctors tried their best to keep me alive and they did. But just for 9 months. At least they achieve something" he said as i sighed through the phone.

"The fans?" i asked him. "A lot of people are hating on me and are calling me sluts, whore and more. It's just so sad you know" and i couldn't hold it and cried my eyes out. "I don't care what names they call you. You're still the number one in my heart. And if they're a real monbebe, they wouldn't be hating on you right? They should have supported us right? And some more sajangnim accepted it" he said. "Yeah you're right." i wiped my tears. "Don't cry. I don't want to see a pretty princess crying over an ugly frog" and i scoffed a little. "Well ttyl. I have to go and do my check ups now" and he hung up.

"I'm glad you get to see our baby. But you're still leaving us" i murmured under my breath. "Hey. You okay there?" Yooni stroke my hair gently as she sit at the edge of the bed. "Nothing. It's just that the doctors get to expand a little bit of months to kihyun. I think if they continue it, he will survive. But i don't trust Dr Joong Mu. He almost killed Kihyun!" i clenched my fist tightly. "Shh. I promised you he will help Kihyun get through it" she smiled at me.

"What if he don't?" i looked down. "You want Kihyun to be by your side forever? Or not?" she asked me. "Forever" i looked up to her. "Than be patient. He's a strong guy. He will go through it for you. For Precious or Seunghyun" and i nodded. "Now rest. We're gonna practice" and i lay down to my bed. She bid me goodbye and so does the rest. It's gonna be a long months ahead. Wish me luck.

8 months later~

The bump was so big and it's getting heavier for me to walk. Even from my bedroom to the kitchen. Kihyun is doing fine right now but he's left with 1 more month left. I still remember what the doctor told me.

I'm sorry we can't save him. We can only expand his months to live. We can't do anything. That tumor is unbeatable. He can only do his therapy like usual so he could have a little bit of energy. I'm really sorry.

I balled up my fist remembering what the doctor told me. I was fiddling my fingers when i heard a notification from my phone. I look over to see Xiao messaged me. I'm going to your dorm right now. I have to talk to you. I sighed and just wait for him to get here. 20 minutes later he finally arrived. "Sorry if i'm late." we did our handshake.

I was about to get him a drink when he pulled me down slowly to the sofa. "I can take the water myself. You stay here" he smiled and walked to the kitchen. He came back with 2 glasses of water on his hands. "Where's your members?" he took a sip of his water. "Practicing" i stare at the water instead of drinking it. He sigh and put both our glasses on the table. "Look, i have to let this go from my chest. Have you got the letters every weeks? Have you figured it out?" i stared at him. "It was you all along?" i was shocked. "You didn't know? Bring me the letters. Nevermind. Just tell me where you put it" he asked me. "Under my vanity table there's a box. It's in it" he nodded and went to take it.

He came back with all the letters he gave me. "Remember the first letter the numbers were 555. It means the letter 'L'. And if you continued to put the numbers together. 555, 3333, 3, 6666, 4, 999, 33, 666 and 555 it means Lee Dong Yeol?" he explained. I was lost. It took me a while to understand. "I didn't think of that" i smiled sheepishly. "It was me. I was the nerd at the back of the classroom who have a crush on you. The first time you talked to me was when you asked me to get the chalks from the office. And from then we started talking. Don't you remember?" he looked disappointed. "I'm sorry Yeollie. I'm really sorry." i grabbed his shoulder and pull him into a hug.

"So that's why my necklace turns blue when i'm with you" i looked down but was in horror when i didn't saw my neclace with me. "My necklace!" i stood up and was about to run to my room when I feel wetness around me. I looked down to see the whole floor covered with water. I turn to Xiao as he gave me a horrified look. "My water broke" i whispered. He quickly called the ambulance and it arrived in just a minute. They push me in the van and sped off.

We've finally reached and i was screaming in pain. I hold Xiao's hand so tight. lt's just so painful. We went in the labour and i started to push the baby out. "Push! Harder!" the doctor told me. I squeezed Xiao's hand really tight as he pat my back. "I see the head! Push harder miss!" and i push as hard as i can. Kihyun.... Where are you now that i need ya? "It's almost out!!!" the doctors exclaimed. "There it is!" and he pulled out the baby. I took a lot of deep breaths after the labour. "It's a baby girl!" the nurse shouted and i smiled. "What are you gonna call her miss?" all of them look at me. "Precious" i smiled to myself. "That's a beautiful name YeonYeon" Xiao smiled at me.

They washed the baby up and they helped me after that. I wash up after that labours. I looked down to my body to see how it was before. But then i realised about my necklace. What happen to it? What if the blue creature got it? Lucky enough for me it didn't disturb me when i was pregnant. I wish they don't take the necklace. I changed into the hospital shirt and went out to see Xiao sleeping on the chair. I chuckled silently. Maybe he wasn't that bad. I think that's why Kihyun trusted him.

I shook him up slowly. "Hey if you're tired you could go home. I'm gonna be fine" i whispered to him. "Huh? Really? You let me go home? You're gonna be alone" he sat up straight. "Gwenchana. The doctors and nurses are here to help me. You can go home and rest" i stroke his hair as he smiled. "Thank you" he bid me goodbye and he went off.

The nurse soon came in with Precious. "Here's your baby maam" the nurse smiled and gave Precious to me. I hold her while she cried loudly. "You can leave now. It's okay" i told the nurse and they bowed before going off. I shook the baby slowly as i sing her a lullaby. She became silent afterwards. I smiled to myself and put her into the crib and sleep.

I was awoken from Precious crying. I look over to her crib surprised when i didn't see her. "Looking for her?" i turn around to the voice. "Let her go! She's innocent!" i shouted. "Uwaaaaa!!!!" Precious cried. "Why? I just came here" she smirked. "Fucking bitch! Give me her!" i throw my pillow at her but she moved away. "Hahah trying too hard eh? Well if you want this baby safe. Give me Xiao" what the hell? "Why him?" i asked her. "Well because Kihyun is dying so i like Xiao. He's kinda cute. I bet he's good on bed" she smirked. "You slut!" i cried.

"Want the baby? Leave Xiao alone" she smirked. That irritating smirk of hers. "Fine. Just don't hurt her. Please. She's precious to me" i cried and begged her. "Hmpf. Took you long enough" and she put Precious back to her crib and went out. She stopped at the door. "Better watch the baby carefully" she laughed evily and finally went out. I took Precious and hugged her. "Mommy promise to not let anyone hurt you arraseo".

Jaemi... I swear you if you hurt Precious. You're dead.