I'll miss you... (Monsta X fanfiction)

Chapter 18~ Forgive and forget

Seungyeon pov:

I woke up to my annoying alarm ever. It's Sunday and i have nothing to do. My unnies went to practice without telling me. *Le rolls eyes*. Pft. What nice unnies I have. I wash up and change into a plain tee and leggings. It's 1st of december now and christmas is coming. I sighed so loudly thinking what to do. Seriously i'm so bored. You know what? Imma be a thug and go to the practice room.

I'm not sick. I'm just depressed. I took my phone and locked the door before going to the practice room. I told Monsta X's manager i will be following Kihyun to his therapy but they won't let me. Well Joong Mu wanted to try again so he did his therapy again. If he failed one more time, he swear to god he won't see the sunrise ever again.

I opened the door and my unnies looked at me weirdly. "We have to shoot our MV tomorrow and i haven't even know the choreography for the last part" i shrug as they all sighed. "Fine. Now first you're gonna..." and Eunbyeol continued teaching me the last part. It took me 3 freaking hours to perfect the last part. We're now practicing to the song over and over for 4 hours. Finally it's break time. I was dizzy. Omg not now. I have to practice. Please don't faint. I shook my head and sit down. I gulped down the water as fast as i could.

I wiped my sweat as i pant really hard. "Seungyeon you okay? If you're not we can stop" Yooni asked as she put her hand on my forehead. I push her hand gently. "Gwenchana" i smiled. She clicked her tongue and drank her water. "Okay girls. Last practice before going to dinner!" Eunbyeol shouted. We all went to our place and started dancing to it. Even if it's a slow dance, it's still fucking tiring if you continue it for 3 hours.

It's 7pm right now and since they told us to get a slimmer body, so we have to diet. I'm just eating chicken salad. While the rest are just eating fruits. "Unnie. I miss the old of me" i played with ny food. Lizzy pat my back slowly. "You know. I just realised i have to treasure my parents more than anything. And no matter what, your parents are always by your side" Gyuri smiled and i got the energy to at least smile at her back.

It's 7pm right now and we're watching Oh My Venus. *ding* i received a message. I opened it to see it's Wonho. I groan and read it. Come to our dorm. We need to talk. If you won't come, we're gonna drag you out of your dorm. Well i have no choice right? "Unnie i'm going to Monsta X's dorm. They say they need to talk to me" and i wore my sandals. "Arraseo. Don't be late" Eunbyeol said.

I shuffle my way to their dorm and knock it. Changkyun opened the door with a towel on his wet hair and a toothbrush. "Come in" he said in a bored tone. I rolled my eyes and went in. "What do you guys want? I have to go back" i crossed my arms. Minhyuk pulled me down to sit and he put his legs over my thighs. "What the?" i look at him. "So you won't escape" he answered my question. "We know about you and Kihyun. You both were friends in elementary school isn't it?" Wonho asked. "Yeah?" i answered. Well more like a question.

"We're sorry. We didn't know. We see that you're having so much fun with Up10tion and we're jealous of it. We want you to be like that to us. Please forgive us." Hyungwon said as they all look down. Except for Changkyun. "Well not for me" and Shownu hit the back of Changkyun's head. "Can you not be a bitch for once?" Shownu glared at him and he just rolled his eyes.

"Sorry bout him" and i just nodded. "You guys are forgiven. And by the way. Where's Kihyun. I thought he can come home by now?" and they all shrug. I just sigh. I stood up but was pulled down again because of Minhyuk's leg. "Ehem. I have to go now" i look at minhyuk and he smile sheepishly to me. He put down his legs and i stood up. "So we good?" Jooheon asked. "Yeap" i popped the P. "Yeah! Now i can do gugu gaga with you now!" and jooheon do his aegyo to me. I laughed at him so hard till i cry. "Bye guys. See ya... I don't know when but see ya" i waved them goodbye and went back to my dorm. I sighed thinking what to do with life...... I just sigh and went to my dream land.

Kringggggggsssssssssssss

The freaking alarm clock. Today is Monday and again i have nothing to do since they told us to rest before doing our MV for tomorrow cause we're gonna have a long day tomorrow. Unfortunately my unnies went out to the sauna without telling me. What's wrong with them? I text Kihyun to cone over to you know.. To spend some time before he go. He came here in just 3 minutes. "Watcha you wanna do?" he pull me closer. I shrug "Elf?" i asked him. "It's not even Christmas yet" he chuckle.

"Fine. How about..... Divergent?" i suggest. "Hm that's fine" and i popped in the cd. We took the popcorn i made just now and just cuddle together. "I miss being close to you like this" i said as i buried my face into his chest. He chuckle and stroke my hair. "I miss it too" i look up to him and peck his lips. He smiled and i just chuckle silently and continued watching it.

2 hours later~

The movie have finally finish and i throw away the trash we have made and took out the cd. I was washing the dishes when he back hugged me. "I'm hungry" he said in a hoarse voice. "What do you wanna eat? I can cook" i wash my hands and dry it up. I face back to him. "No need to cook" he smirk. I made a confused face. "Then what do you want to eat?" and he stepped closer and closer to me till i hit the edge of the table. "You" he smirk and carried me to the bed.

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Okay guys this is getting fun. Should i put the details or nah? Pleas leave a comment. I'm not that good at this stuffs.