I'll miss you... (Monsta X fanfiction)

Chapter 15~ Everything's wrong

Shori pov:

3 days have finally passed by. And i'm out of the hospital. My manager take me because my unnies were practicing. Tomorrow we're gonna film our mv. I have to know the last part of the dance since i've missed it. We've arrived at the building. I was about to rush out but it was too late. The fans and the reporters are all gathered at my car. "Wait here till i open the door for you" Sooyoung unnie said. I nodded and waited for her. Finally she've opened the door and i wore my sunglass so the flashes won't hurt my eye. "Are you sick?". "Do you have cancer too?". "How about Kihyun. Will you leave him?".

I swear to god that this questions is all so ridiculous. Like who in the hell wants to leave Kihyun? He's a perfect boyfriend anyone could ask for. I went back to the dorm surprise to see Kihyun seating at the couch. "Hey. What are you doing here? You should r-" and he cut me of by kissing me. He hold my waist and push me closer to him. I played with his hair as he hold onto my waist. We let go catch our breath. "I've missed you" he said at a brink of tears. "Silly you. It's only 3 days" i pinch his nose. "Ow but it's still long for me." he pout.

"Awww you're so cute. Wanna have a date?" i asked him. "To where?" he put his hands on his hips. "I don't know. The practice room?" i shrug. "Sure. Leggo" he took my hand and drag me towards the practice room. "Ooff" he fell on top of a girl. I pulled him up and helped the girl. "You okay?" he asked her. "Yeah. I'm fine oppa" she smiled. Wow. So rude. She didn't even call us sunbaenim and she's just staring at him. "Oh. Haha okay we have to go" he smiled nervously. "My name is Jaemi" she smiled. "Ok. Bye Jaemi" he waved to her as she glared at me. What the?

"That bitch have to chill" i roll my eyes as soon we've reached the practice room. "Jealous?" he smirk. "Miss i've got some letter for you" a clerk in our building said. "Kamsahmida" i bow to her and she bow back. There's a total of 3 letters. I opened the first letter while Kihyun sat behind me peeking at the side of my shoulder.

"Dear slut,

I wish you die. And please leave our Kihyun alone. Especially the whole group. One day you're with I.M and now with my beloved Kihyun? Such a slut." i read it loud.

I scoffed while Kihyun eyed me. "This bitch is so jealous because she can't fuck you guys. I guess she's so horny that she want all 7 of you. I wish you luck bitch. And i wish you have STD and die in peace" i crushed the paper and throw it away. Kihyun just laughed at me. "That was harsh but God damn. I haven't seen this side of you yet" he laughed and i roll my eyes. I opened the next letter.

"Dear Seungyeon unnie,

Ignore the haters. You're beautiful and Kihyun oppa is lucky to have you. You are the most perfect girl i've ever seen so don't give up because of those immature haters arraseo unnie?! I wish you luck with your comeback and your realtionship with Kihyun oppa! >.<" i read it out loud.

"Aww she's so sweet and cute" i say as i keep the letter. "I know right? Better than that girl before." kihyun scoffed as i chuckle. And there's one more letter left and i opened.

"Dear Seungyeon,

You will not remember me but i do. We've met about a week ago. You even talked to me. We've met each other far before that. I will not tell you who i am but i will give you clues to who i am. Every week i'll give you a letter with numbers written in it. And using your smart ass brains and find out about it. Good luck ;)

Xoxo,
555~"

I gave Kihyun a look as he shrug. "Nigga what? I'm so lost. Who is he? Who did i meet a week ago? I just met my aunt" i made a puzzled face. "Uhm anyone else you remember?" he asked. "Oh yeah! I've met my cousin and his friends. Maybe it might be one of the members in up10tion?!" i stood up as i throw my fist in the air. "But there's 10 of them. Who the hell did i know?" i stroke my fake beard. "You're so cute" he pinched my cheeks. "Aghh appo!" i glare at him. "Oopps" he cover his mouth like a girl. I rolled my eyes as i sat down while he lie down on my lap. I stroke his hair and randomly sing Bts- House of cards. "Your voice is so beautiful" he say as a blush crept up.

"Shut up" i rolled my eyes as he chuckle. And he sing Hills by Weeknd. "Your english accent is so cute!" i squealed. "I know right" he raise his eyebrows. "Pft". I rolled my eyes as he suddenly pin me down. "Err what are you doing?" i asked him looking so lost. "You're so beautiful and it fucking hurts me when i know i'll leave you. And no matter what happen to me. Always know that i'll be by your side forever. And i wish you can get a new and better guy to be with" a tear rolled down his cheek as he moved and sat beside me. I sat up straight as i hugged him really tight. "Promise me you won't leave me?" i took out my pinky. "Promises are meant to break jagiya. But i'll never say goodbye to you. Because i know if you say goodbye, it means you won't see each other forever." he slowly lean towards me and kiss me softly and i gladly accept it.

"I love you Kihyun" i tried smiling but i failed. I cried like a bitch in front of him. "I fucking love you so much Seungyeon" he smiled half-heartedly when suddenly he collapsed. I shook his lifeless body. "Ireona! P-ppalli i-ireona" i cried as i called the ambulance and Wonho. The ambulance took him and i followed them. The rest took their own van. I grabbed his hands as i continue repeating for him to wake up. "Na bogoshipo Kihyun. Chinja ppali ireona. Na Saranghae.(I miss you Kihyun. Please wake up faster. I love you)" my voice cracked from all the crying.

We've finally reach the hospital and he was pushed into the emergency room. This hospital is like my second home right now. "Eodiga? Kihyun eodiga? (where? Where is Kihyun?)" Shownu said as he grabbed my shoulder softly. "Inside the emergency room" a faint voice came out from my mouth. He nodded as he patted my back. "Just cry. I'll always be your shoulder to lean on" Shownu said as i cried into his embrace. "He said he'll never leave me. I'm scared" i said in a muffled voice. "Shh. He's very strong. Trust him. He will survive for us. And especially for you" Shownu smiled as i slowly stopped crying. "You're right. He's strong. He won't leave me no matter what" i smiled weakly. I messaged my unnies i was ar the hospital and they answered be careful.

5 freaking hours and the doctors are finally out. "What happen to him doc?" Shownu asked. The doctor just sighed loudly. No no no it can't be?! "He's left with 2 months right now. I'm really sorry. We can't help you guys. The chemotherapy went wrong yesterday and they gave him the wrong prescription and we can't save him anymore. I'm really sorry." he looked down. No fucking way!

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I have nothing to say right now so i wish you guys like this chapter and wait for the next chapters. ;)