I'll miss you... (Monsta X fanfiction)

Chapter 6~ I'm sorry Kihyun...

That is how Gyuri looks now with her hair all grown fyi.
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Wonho pov:

"KIHYUN!" i heard Shownu hyung shouted. "Bwo what happen?" Eunbyeol say and we both ran towards the commotion and there i saw Kihyun's hand full of blood and a broken cup beside him. "WHAT DID HE DO NOW? HYUNG!! CALL THE AMBULANCE! PPALI!" I.M say and i call the ambulance as fast as i could. It came 2 minutes after. The paramedics carried him in the vehicle and only one person can ride with him. And Gyuri came up and went with him while we took the van and follow the ambulance behind. I hope he's ok.

Gyuri pov:

I don't know why but i think i lost feelings off him. He confess to me after I.M and Seungyeon told that they were dating. "Mianhae oppa. I think i lost feelings with you and i'm starting to fell for Hyungwon oppa" i say looking down embarrassed with what i say. "I thought you like me?" he say with his eyes full of tears. "I'm really sorry oppa. I guess we aren't fated" i pat his shoulder and walk away. I went to Hyungwon and started crying. "Yah is everything okay?" he say while stroking my head. I felt butterflies flying in my stomach. "I rejected someone i used to like" i say and cry onto his shoulder. After a few minute we heard Shownu oppa scream "KIHYUN!". I was scared and surprise for a while. I wiped my tears and ran to him. I saw Kihyun lying at the floor with blood and a broken glass around him. Omg this is all my fault! They called ambulance and they came as fast as they can. I offer to go with Kihyun alone in the ambulance and they nodded and everyone took the van and followed us. I stare at his lifeless body don't know what to do. I was speechless. "I'm sorry if i make you feel like this. This is all my fault! I'm really sorry Kihyun oppa!" i cried at his chest with blood all over my hand. I look at his hands and saw 7 deep slices. Omg. That is a lot of slice and it's so deep. I can't believe this is all my fault. I kept crying and crying and didn't realise we've reached the hospital. They dragged him to the emergency room and we're all force to stay outside. "I'm sorry guys. This is all my fault." i say while crying my eyes iut. "What do you mean?" Hyungwon say. "He was the one to confess to me and i rejected him saying i fell for someone else as he was too late. I'm really sorry guys. This is all my fault!" i shout while crying again. "No it's not your fault unnie. Who know he did it for another reason?" Seungyeon came to me and patted my back.

I nodded. Yeah maybe he did it for another reason? But mostly i'm the reason. Like what other reason he will do this. After hours of waiting outside the doctor came out. Shownu oppa ran to him "Is he okay?! What happen to him?! Any explanations?!" he grabbed the doctor's collar. Wonho oppa pulled him away and calmed him down. "Well his okay. It's just that he lost a lot of blood and he might accidentally cut too deep that he cutted his own veins. That's a serious case to be honest. We're afraid that he cannot continue any physical activity like dancing or anything afraid that his veins will pop and he might bleed to death. Well other than that he is fine and he can continue doing physical stuffs after 5 months" the doctor smiled. We nodded. "Then can we see him now?" i asked. The doctor nodded "But only 1 person at a time since he needs to rest" we all nodded and he walked away. Everybody was looking at me telling me to go in first. I sighed and shuffle my way to his bed. He was there just drinking water casually until his eyes met mine. He put his glass down slowly and look away from me. "I'm sorry oppa. I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I didn't know you love me that much. It's just that you're too slow and i moved on because i didn't want to crush on someone who doesn't even like me. I'm really really sorry. I don't know what to repay you back to make you happy." i cried at his bed. He pat my head and stroke it gently. "It's okay. I'm the one who's at fault. Who doesn't want to confess to you because i'm afraid that you will reject me. Every guy even the tough ones are all scared of this thing. Rejection. Nothing can calm our minds when we want to confess. We might be fast, we might be slow. Up to our feelings. It's my fault Gyuri ah. I wish you and Hyungwon will have the same feelings okay?" he smiled at me. I chuckle silently at his cute dimples. He flick my forehead. "Yah! Did you forget you have a lot of strength when doing ddakpam(sorry if i spell wrong but it's just a game where you flick other people's forehead :') ) . "Oops i forgot" he covered his mouth in sarcasm. I groan and we just talked and talked about stuff when i remembered the others also have to go in. I bid him goodbye and let the others go in.

Seungyeon pov:

After Gyuri went in, we all started talking on how Kihyun needs to practice and stuff. He can't dance for 5 months. That's too much man! But it's for his health. It's finally me and I.M's turn. We decided to be a thug and brought 2 people in. We went in and saw Kihyun just playing with his phone while his left hand is bandage and i can still see some blood stains at the bandage. "Yah! Did you do it because of Gyuri or something else?" I.M say. He shrug. I.M just went to Kihyun and flick his head. "OUCH! Yah! Why you did that?! I'm your hyung!" Kihyun shouted. I just laugh at his reaction. I.M ignored him "Why did you that? For no reason? There must be a reason?" he sat down at the chairs and since there's no more chair. He offered me to sit on his lap. I hesitated but in the end i sat down since i'm tired from standing up. "Okay it's all because of Gyuri and my noona okay.." he say while eating his sandwich. Where did he get that sandwich? You know what? Ignore it. We continue talking when the nurse told us to go home since it's late and he want to rest. His manager will come tomorrow since he's busy. We went home and parted away to our dorm. I changed my clothes and plopped to bed and drift off to my dream land awaiting for tomorrow schedule.

Doctor Joong Mu pov:

I was sewing up his wounds and took some blood for check up. After i explained to them that he's okay, i went to my lab where my nurse will test his blood to see if he got something wrong. As soon as i enter my lab, my nurse gave me a sour look. "What is it? What did you find?" i ask. "He's... He's already at stage 1" she said.