Random: (Zayn Malik fanfic)

Chapter 15

"I love you, so much, Raven." Zayn kissed my forehead then slowly left soft kisses down my face then to my lips. "Please, come visit me in a week, alright?"

I nodded slowly and wrapped my arms around his waist tighter. "I don't want you to go," I whimpered.

"I know you don't. I don't want to either, but I have to." He burried his head into my neck as I nuzzled mine into his chest. He started to play with the tips of my hair as we stood in the airport, waiting for his plane to arrive. "I'll be back after a month for a week. Plus, you'll be visiting me next Friday."

"That's too far away. I'm not ready to be on my own, Zayn. I'm scared," I said quietly.

"Don't be scared. Ray, look at me." I looked up to him, my eyes meeting his. He studied my face for a moment before licking his lips and taking a deep breath. "You have to stop being scared at some point, Raven. We'll get there together, but we have to take the first steps."

I nodded again, understanding what Zayn meant. I'm scared to move on, as if I'd forget Jade. I could never do that, and neither could Zayn, I know that, but I'm still scared. I'm also scared about what might happen. If Zayn leaves, I'm afraid the darkness that Jade got, will get me. I'm terrified.

Zayn checked his watch and gazed down at me again. "I have to go, but I want you to promise me something."

"Ok?" 

"Promise me you'll dance again," he whispered, craning his neck to look me in the eyes as I lowered my head. "At random times in the day, let yourself go and just dance. Do what you love."

"I'm going to miss you," he whispered, pushing his forehead against mine. 

"Call me when you when land," I instructed. 

"Yes, ma'am," he laughed out. "You sound like my mother."

I felt a tug on my heart when I realized that I'm not a mother anymore. My baby girl is gone, torn out of my life. I can't be a mother. I looked up to him, tears filling my eyes.

"Oh, babe." Zayn wrapped his arms around my shoulders and let me nuzzle my face into his chest.

"I'm not a mother anymore," I mumbled before lettting out a quiet sob. 

He pushed me away from him and tilted my chin up. "You will always be a mother, Ray. You'll always and forever will be a mother." He kissed my lips softly before rubbing the side of my cheek.

"You're going to be late for your plane," I mumbled as his lips pushed against mine. He kept kissing my face, leaving little tingles all over my cheeks and nose. "Zayn!" I squealed as he kissed my neck and continued to bite my ear lobe. It's been a few months. You'd think I'd slowly be recovering, which I am, but much slower than others. Zayn does make me laugh and giggle, that's not unordinary. 

"Ok, I'm going," he said, kissing me one last time. "I love you."

"I love you so much more," I said before kissing the corner of his mouth and pushing him away to follow his body guard. I waved as he walked off, turning back every few steps. I blew him a kiss before wrapping my arms around my chest. I bit back the tears as I watched him walk away.

I turned around and walked towards the front doors, feeling my phone vibrate in my pocket. 

"Hello?"

"Yes, Raven Taint?" The women said.

"Yes?"

"This is Joanne, your National Banks teller. I'd like to inform you that the money taken from you has been restored fully, with interest. The man accused has been arrested as well," she explained.