Random: (Zayn Malik fanfic)

Chapter 5

"Raven, please tell me what's wrong!" Zayn pleaded as we entered his bedroom.

The whole thing about the paps knowing of Jade is still bugging me. I can't help but feel scared or nervous about it all.

"Raven, please..." I crossed my arms and sat on his bed. "Ray..."

"Zayn, stop. This isn't ever going to work out," I said quietly, my voice cracking.

"Wh-what?" He stuttered out. "No, Raven it will work. I love Jade. I want to be there for her. I want to be there for you..." I peeked up at him, nibbling on my bottom lip.

"I love you, Raven." I shook my head.

"You can't love me. You can't! It'll ruin your career! Everything about me just brings bad news. This career will ruin you ever having a real relationship with Jade...with me." I felt tears threaten to surface. I held them back, biting even harder on my lip.

He knelt in front of me, gripping my shoulders so I'm forced to look at him. His eyes were glazed over and his bottom lip was quivering.

"You and Jade aren't ruining my career. I have a life out side of the band and that's you and Jade. I don't care what anyone thinks of me."

"Zayn-"

"Let me finish..." I nodded as he got up and sat next to me, pulling me into his chest. He rubbed my back, his chin resting on my head. "You guys are my world. I love singing. I love the band. I love that life. But I love you guys more. I don't care if it's too early to say that, but I do. I love you, Raven." He pushed me away, lifting my chin up.

"I love you so much."

I sat there, my eyes caressing his face. His eyes were my drug. I can't get enough of them. His lips are perfect to me. His cheekbones and jawline were firm and...yes, sexy. He's so perfect to me. I leant in and kissed him passionately. I pushed off his blazer and he did with mine.

"I love you too, Zayn." I muttered against his lips. He smiled and began kissing me again. He bit my bottom lip, but I denied him. He licked it, asking again. I moved my lips away from his. He began kissing my face all over then moved to my neck, attacking it with kisses and licks. He moved to my shoulder, sure to leave love bites all over. I ran my hands up to his hair. He ripped my dress off furiously and I began to unbutton his shirt.

And that was it.

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I woke up with my legs interlocked with Zayn's. His arms were wrapped tightly around my torso, pulling me closer to his chest. I had my arms curled in between us. I didn't move. I just watched him sleep. His lips parted slightly, his face relaxed, his hair wild, and all his flaws showing.

But he's still flawless.

His eyes fluttered open a bit, but quickly closed. "Like watching me sleep?"

I chuckled quietly, curling closer to him. "I couldn't help it."

"It's ok, I can't help but stare at you," he said honestly. "You're so beautiful." I felt my cheeks burn crimson. He pulled me up so we were eye level, my head laying on the pillow above me. He pulled the sheets up higher, covering me even more so I wouldn't get cold.

"You're truly, unbelievably beautiful to me, Raven." He kissed me sweetly, his moist lips colliding with mine softly.

My hand rubbed his cheek lightly. "And you seem to be the only guy to make me feel that way." I kissed him again, wrapping my arms around his neck. He flipped over, causing my bare body to lay on top of him, the sheets still covering us.