Hehe this is a bad story I wonder why some of y'all keep reading it xD and it's a wonder I got 3k total reads xD anyway here's the next chapter, sorry haven't written, I'm starting to loose the feel of writing cause truth be said I suck at writing xD
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I've been to therapy a whole month now, luckily Alex is still on that business trip of his and he doesn't know that I escaped, we've talked every night through the phone, even though he does most of the talking.
Therapy's been good and my therapist said I only needed one or two more sessions and once I'm finished I just have to keep doing those exercises she's shown me.
The job I got is also going well, although I miss my own gym. I've talked to my employees as well to make sure everything is going well and I mentioned that I'll be back in a weeks times, for the most part.
*RING* *RING* *RI-*
"Hello?"
"Where are you?" Well look who's home...
"Well, hello to you too."
"Stop playing with me Raven, and tell me where the fuck you are?" I can hear the panic in Alex's voice but I can't make myself say where I am just yet.
"I'm safe and that's enough." I reply.
"That's not enough for me, Raven. Please, babe, baby, please tell me where you are." I hear rustling in the background and know he's getting ready to leave.
"No Alex, I'll be back next week... I'm just in New Jersey... Visiting my... uncle." I hesitantly reply.
"Bullshit!" He explodes, "Luis says he hasn't seen you since I left and thought that you had come with me, but you didn't! Raven please, just tell me where you fucking are and-and we can stay there for a while if you want, but I'm not going to let you be alone! I'll fucking track you down if I have to." He's breathing heavily by the end of his speech, and I have tears in my eyes, but I won't break. Won't. I love him but I need a bit more space right now.
"Please, Alex. Just let me do this on my own, I swear I'm 100% safe. I'll call you everyday till I'm back, but for now just let me do this." I sniffle.
I hear a sigh then a long beep, and that's when my heart breaks.
He's leaving me, he's leaving me, he's leaving me! My mind is screaming, and all I can do is keep my phone by my ear hoping that I'm not hearing a long beep, wishing he did not just hang up and that we were still talking.
But truth is, he did hang up, and he might be leaving me.
I do the only thing I can think to at the time.
I go to my therapist.
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"So you want to skype in order to keep your therapy going?" She clarifies one more time.
"Yeah, or FaceTime, they're the same thing anyway." I reply, still shocked and scared about what happened earlier.
"Ok, well Raven, you're all set, I'll.. see? See you next week." She laughs a little saying that sentence, I just give a barely there smile, got up, and left.
I got in my Mustang, and started driving back home, back to Alex.
•••Alex P.O.V•••
I hung up out of frustration.
I understand she's been through a lot, but if I didn't hang up, I was going to say things I would surely regret.
I run my hand through my length hair, wondering where she could've ran off to.
I've been wondering if I should leave my job, the stress is unnecessary and it would mean more time with Raven, but then again she does own her own gym, meaning she's pre-occupied the whole time I'm at work as well.
I miss my brown haired beauty, as cliché as that sounds, but I do. She really is it for me, and not seeing her for a month is killing me.
Sure she said she'd be back next week, but that's just too long, I had a bad feeling that day when I left for my business trip, I had a feeling something bad was gonna happen. But I ignored it, I ignored it and it might've been my last time seeing Raven, but hopefully she's safe.
When she gets back I'm going to have bodyguards assigned to her so she can be absolutely safe. Only they'll be at a distance where she won't feel uncomfortable and not know that she has guards protecting her.
"...Mr. Gonzalez?" I look up at my P.A, wondering what she said. She must've noticed the look on my face, almost rolling her eyes at me, obviously knowing better.
"Sorry, what Becky?" I know that's not her name I think it starts with an m or something.
"It's Mckayla, and I asked if its fine for me to leave. It's already the middle of the night and I want to go home now." She basically whined, also I KNEW IT STARTED WITH AN M!!!! HELL YEAH I'M BOSS!!! Wait that doesn't make sense since I'm already the boss. Whatever.
I nod and go back to looking out the window.
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It's been a few hours since I last talked to Raven, I want to call back and apologize but first I should get some sleep.
Just as I was about to walk into the miniature 'apartment' in the room next to my office my phone starts ringing.
At first I ignore it thinking about bed first, call later, but then it starts ringing again.
I sigh, get up from my comfy bed and walk to where I left my phone. All. The. Way. In. My. Office.
"Yeah, Luis?"
"She-" He cuts himself off clearing his throat, I felt my heart clench and my throat tighten from what I believe to be, not so good news.
"Raven got in an accident." Words came out of his mouth, into my ear and out of my other ear, my phone falling from my slack grasp,
My world came to a stop.
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oh damn, what about some drama for not posting in a while, aye? xD anyway I was gonna stop before I went onto Alex's view but I thought y'all probably wouldn't have thought much of it, I was gonna stop it there to add more drama, but this seems like it's the most 'drama' I can do xD, ANYWAY hope you enjoyed Have a Good (INSERT WHAT TIME IT IS WHERE YOU LIVE) xD bye-bye till who knows when since high school has decided to swamp me in homework.
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