Bad Boys

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I wasn't ready to forgive him. I wasn't ready to go back to anything. I skipped school. I told my parents I wasn't feeling well. I really wasn't. I didn't do anything. I couldn't eat or sleep. I just layer there. After almost a day of sobbing someone knocked at my door. I was hoping it was him. I hated him but I never stopped loving him. Finally I went to the door and opened it. It was my friends. I was disappointed. That was rude but I'm being honest. They brought me some food. I was thankful but I needed him. They tried their best to make me laugh I laughed. I had to let them know I was okay because they wouldn't stop bugging me. After an hour or so they left and about an hour later the door rung again. I wouldn't get my hopes up. In pretty sure Jessica just forgot something. I opened the door and there it was. He stood there. He couldn't look at me. I looked at his face. He had been crying. A lot. It broke my heart to see him this way but look at the way he left me. I closed the door. I didn't want to say anything. I sat back in my bed. Something told me to look outside. It's been an hour and he still stood there. In the same place. I went to the door. "What." He mumbled "Rachel please." I let him in. I still loved him. We sat down. I looked horrible but he made me this way. "It's not what it looks like." The anger fills inside of me, "WELL GUESS WHAT HUNTER YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. YOU FUCKING BROKE MY HEART!" Then I broke down. I sat in the chair crying. "He did it" I look up. "Yea Justin (jock). We have proof. He drugged my drink. I swear. Rachel nothing in this whole entire world could ever stop me from loving you. I would not ever hurt you on purpose. Please believe me." I knew he was telling the truth. But how could someone that loves me so much leave me in so much pain. "But you lied Hunter. That night you told me you were just going to stay at home." "I know. I know I said that I don't know what came over please. Rachel it won't happen again." I was starting to get clingy. I knew it. I don't deserve him. "I'm sorry Hunter. But I'm not fit for the love you gave me. You could have any girl and they would treat you better. I'm not mad at you for doing that. You didn't have control. I'm getting clingy and that's a sign that we should end whatever we have." I show him the door.