Frankie :
two weeks since I last saw or stepped on Hollis' territory.
I've heard bazarre rumors here and there but, none sound like him.
like the rumor where it says that he hasn't come out of his room for two weeks. hasn't spoken to anyone. hasn't eaten. hasn't had anything.
I for one am not going back there only to be tortured more. Scott took my offer and became beta in my place.
he better do a good job in protecting the pack.
rumors about him are good though. Scott has actually helped improve the place in two weeks was what I heard.
"ready to go?" my new found friend , Brenda , asked me. I looked at her and the strawberry blonde hair she had was wrapped tightly into a bun.
"yeah." I said as I took one last glance at the picture of the forest in the art gallery.
"okay." she said and pulled me out of the gallery. her small hands wrapping around my wrist. she seemed to have been in a hurry.
"what's the rush?" I questioned. she shrugged and practically shoved me into the car.
"I have this really important date with sierra. I think she might propose." I looked at her and gave her a mega watt smile.
"really?!" I asked. I was happy for her. two weeks as her roommate is like 2 months for a wolf like me so I've grown fond of her.
"yeah!" she said excitedly and began to drive to her small home.
"you know, I'm glad I met such an awesome girl like you. glad I took you in under my wing too." she winked as she accelerated.
her smile was contagious and it made me want to have such a healthy relationship with Hollis.
that was when my smile fell. a happy relationship with Hollis was nearly impossible. he was a possessive, aggressive freak.
I am an 'ugly worthless she-wolf' . each reminder that Hollis gave me when I was considered omega was like twisting a knife in my back. it hurt like a real bitch.
we finally arrived at the small house and Brenda raced out of the car and ran into the house. just as I was about to step in she ran back out in the cutest little dress and hugged me before leaving in the car for her special date.
healthy relationship. I wonder what would've happened if my mate were a female. my mind instantly went to the category of sex and I shuddered. nope. not for me.
then my mind did its own little wandering and I found myself thinking about Hollis and what he was doing at that moment.
I decided to finally go inside the comfort of the home and close the door. not two seconds later there was a loud knock on the door.
"Luna you need to come back to the pack." a masculine and heavy voice yelled from the other side of the door. I tensed up and slowly turned to face the closed door.
"Luna I can smell you from here. it's not very difficult to distinguish your aura." another voice said. but this was a bit more feminine and sarcastic.
I didn't dare answer. instead I ran around the house like a crazed maniac. I didn't know where I was running though. I just ran around silently as my arms were flailing around and tears were threatening to spill over.
why didn't Hollis come himself? oh right , he doesn't care. I reminded myself the obvious. but, then came that amazing scent again. fuck.
I heard a loud crash and a doorknob went flying. my eyes widened and I quickly hid behind the island of the kitchen.
please moon goddess, have mercy on me.
my insides were twisting and churning. my heart leapt into my throat when I smelt the amazing scent that belonged to Hollis really close.
really really close.
"Frankie?" his voice was soft but, there was a hidden emotion in there. an emotion that was threatening to come out.
hurt.
no no no no. must resist the urge to go to him.
sadly, I didn't have to go to him because he was already kneeling down next to me.
"go away. this is just a fucking nightmare. and I'm going to wake up as soon as you touch me." I squeaked. the tears I was holding back were already rolling down my cheeks.
"why would it be a nightmare? please come home." Hollis pleaded. I squeezed my eyes shut and clenched my jaw.
"no." I said firmly and confidently and began to stand up and looked down at him.
"no, because that hellhole isn't my home. I've gotten more respect in this house than I could've gotten in that stinking piece of trash you call your home and pack," I let out a strained laugh, "the sad thing is , is that you're proud to call it yours."
my anger finally exploded. it felt good to finally let Hollis know what the shit was going on in my head.
Hollis gaped at me and stood up. he was completely shocked by my outburst.
if I were still a part of his pack and if I were still the omega I would've died. I would've been fucking dead.
"don't you dare speak about our-" Hollis began.
"our." I laughed at that word. "funny, because last I checked, I rejected you and I'm no longer a part of your pack." his eyes widened in hurt and realization.
the people he was with left us alone in the house and there were only two of us in here now.
"mia amour, you must come home now or I will be forced-"
"shut up. just shut the fuck up now Hollis." I snapped. he clenched his jaw.
he was restraining himself from snapping and/or saying anything that could fuel me up.
"I will not shut up. I don't just shut up-"
"whatever. don't make me call the police-" I was rudely interrupted by mr.alpha himself.
"for what?" he smirked thinking he had everything down.
"for breaking and entering you fucking retarded, ugly dipshit." I said sarcastically.
"oh." he said
"yeah 'oh' retard." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms across my chest. I could see him visibly shrink.
"I-I am so sorry for the past. how was I supposed to know you were going to be my mate?!" he asked frustratedly.
"you weren't. that's why you're supposed to treat everyone with utmost respect." he clenched his jaw and a tear escaped his eyes and he pulled me flush against his chest and kissed me hungrily.
everything seemed to crumble away. I wanted this but, it wasn't right. it just wasn't.
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yay ! update ! anyway sorry for being Mia I was busy with my first year of fucking high school.
anyway, Carlos is going to be really important so you guys should sort of pay attention everything when the name Carlos comes up.
kk
much love,
uhborshun 💞
