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~18~

•3 days later•
Your pov,
It has seems my memory is returning little by little

I got released from the hospital yesterday which is awesome because I hate hospitals and the food was nasty

I have met Lauren's friends well band mates

Who I have remembered that I was obsessed with which was very embarrassing to admit

I was in the girls tour bus with there crew and Y/bff and of course the girls, we are on our way to their next show which I'm excited because maybe I can get some of my memory back

Dinah has been trying the hardest to get me to remember Lauren

All the girls and Y/bff has helped but Dinah said something about

Keeping her ship alive

Lauren her self hasn't really overwhelmed me to remember her but Dinah has I feel like I'm disappointing Dinah if I don't remember Lauren

"Ooh what about that time you almost punch Y/bff for calling Lauren a sexy vamp"

I look over to Y/bff and for some reason I got jealous I don't remember that event but just hearing it is getting my jealousy to raise

He hid his face causing the girls to laugh

Lauren hasn't left my side since I woke up nether has Y/bff or the other girls but I like having Lauren company a little more

And for all that time I'm hanging out with Lauren I just wanna kiss her, when ever she does something so darn cute I wanna smack our lips together but I'm confused if we are still together or not

"No I don't remember" I looked back to Dinah

"Damn it, okay how about-" "that's enough Dinah" Lauren cut Dinah off

"No she needs to remember something, don't you want her to remember something Lauren" I look at Lauren

Her beautiful emerald eyes were watery and sad she sighed looking away

"I do but we can't force her to remember"

I grabbed Lauren's hand intertwining our fingers 

"It's okay I wanna remember" I brought her hand up to my lips placing a soft kiss she smiled laying her head on my shoulder

I don't remember us dating but I do remember being obsessed with Lauren

I would always drop my phone and yell when I saw she post a picture on Instagram

And how I would shut everyone up to hear her line in their songs and how I would fight Y/bff for calling Lauren his

"Why don't we just watch a movie" Ally says standing up "I'm not done asking Y/n questions" I chuckled and looked at the girls

"You can ask her later let's watch a movie" Normani added picking a movie with Ally

Dinah groan sitting down on the couch "fine pick a good one"

Lauren wrapped her arm around my waist placing a kiss on my neck and sighing I lean into her touch sighed myself

When ever Lauren hugs me, holds my hand, kisses my cheek, anything she does for that matter always makes my heart sway i know I like Lauren but Lauren misses the old me and to be honest with myself I want my old self also

I want to remember everything that happen with Lauren, with Dinah, with Ally, with Camila, with Normani and Y/bff I want those memory's back so much

•the show•

I was watching the girls with Y/bff and dancing with fan I'm really getting a déjà vu moment