Song Journal

My Thoughts Before I Left

(Verse 1)
Spiders crawl along my back
And I walk on broken glass
Wondering when we'll talk again
And I worry what I'll say
I need to think of some words
But all that comes to mind is 'it hurts'
I've distanced myself so much,
I've already gotten over you

(Pre-chorus)
Your words confuse me
Like upside down stairs
But I don't want to hurt you
Like you've unintentionally hurt me

(Chorus)
I fell in love with you a little while ago
I don't know what happened
But that's the past, it's over now
I don't cry over the little things
Which means you're something big
But like I said, it's the past
Although I'll never forget

(Verse 2)
I've decided that I'll tell you today
The winds blow into my veins
The blood rushes to my head
Making it hard to see
I sometimes wish we never met
So I wouldn't have to tell you
She means more to me than you do
But then again, that's a lie

(Pre-chorus)
Your words confuse me
Like upside down stairs
But I don't want to hurt you
Like you've unintentionally hurt me

(Chorus)
I fell in love with you a little while ago
I don't know what happened
But that's the past, it's over now
I don't cry over the little things
Which means you're something big
But like I said, it's the past
Although I'll never forget

(Bridge)
I held her hand
While I was at your house
I kind of feel guilty
But then again I don't
Her hand was warm and pulled me out of Hell
When yours always pushed me further down without saying a word

(Pre-chorus)
Your words confuse me
Like upside down stairs
But I don't want to hurt you
Like you've unintentionally hurt me

(Chorus)
I fell in love with you a little while ago
I don't know what happened
But that's the past, it's over now
I don't cry over the little things
Which means you're something big
But like I said, that's the past
Although I'll never forget...

So yeah. I wrote that a little while ago while I was going through something and then finished it the other day. I honestly don't know if it's good or not. Idk. Anyways. So. Yep.
^-^ Hope you liked it!
Have a fantabulous day! 💟
-Jax