Song Journal

Just Another Stupid Teenager

(Verse 1)
I'm cold
I'm frozen in a blizzard
Even my eyes can't move
Especially like the way you can

My heart
Used to beat a million miles a minute
But now I can't feel it
I think I'm numb

(Pre-chorus)
Why do you think it's okay
For you to treat people this way?
Though I know if you apologized
You'd have me crawling back to you

(Chorus)
Wrapped in your arms
But for only a minute
Craving your hands
Like I am an addict
But you walk away
Before I can say "Wait-"
Now all that comes out is
"I don't like disappointment"

(Verse 2)
Your eyes
Why are they deceiving
I shouldn't be believing you
I think I feel betrayed

He said
That you were seeing him
Even though you kissed my forehead the other day
Why does this cause so much pain?

(Pre-chorus)
Why do you think it's okay
For you to treat people this way?
Though I know if you apologized
You'd have me crawling back to you

(Chorus)
Wrapped in your arms
But for only a minute
Craving your hands
Like I am an addict
But you walk away
Before I can say "Wait-"
Now all that comes out is
"I don't like disappointment"

(Bridge)
This has happened too many times
For me not to be used to it
I just want to ask you "Why?"
But I know I won't

(Speaking)
Why are you so perfect but so deadly
You're addicting
You make my problems melt away
But you are my problem
You're a poisonous drug
You're like alcohol
I know better than to chase after you
Like a dog after a cat
I know I'll get scratched
But it's too late to turn back now

(Verse 3)
You said
You loved me
But now you got me wondering
Who all you said that to

(Pre-chorus)
Why do you think it's okay
For you to treat people this way?
Though I know if you apologized
You'd have me crawling back to you

(Chorus)
Wrapped in your arms
But for only a minute
Craving your hands
Like I am an addict
But you walk away
Before I can say "Wait-"
Now all that comes out is...

(Whispering)
"I don't like disappointment"...

Yep. So I wrote that yesterday. I got kind of mad. But oh well. I just kind of wrote about it to cope. But now that I wrote about it I'm over it! So that's good! Yeah. Anyways. Here's my second song. I hope you liked it! Have a marvelous day!!! 💟
-Jax