Song Journal

You're What I Think About When I Should Be Asleep

(Chorus)
I don't know if I love you
Or just the idea of you
But I'm scared you love me back
I don't want to hurt you with all my mistakes

(Verse 1)
The bees swarm
And the hurricane forms
I run away
No matter how bad I want to stay
It's only been a few weeks
But I've already fallen deep for you

(Pre-chorus)
Maybe if I could just kiss you
Then I would know if I still get giddy

(Chorus)
I don't know if I love you
Or just the idea of you
But I'm scared you love me back
I don't want to hurt you with all my mistakes

(Verse 2)
You walk in
This has to be sin
The way you're so perfect
But you wouldn't know it
I wish that still happened
But it's all over now

(Pre-chorus)
Maybe if I could just kiss you
Then I would know if I still get giddy

(Chorus)
I don't know if I love you
Or just the idea of you
But I'm scared you love me back
I don't want to hurt you with all my mistakes

(Verse 3)
You make me feel a certain way
But I don't know what it is
I don't want you to ever go away
Even though I feel like that'd be easier

(Pre-chorus)
Maybe if I could just kiss you
Then I would know if I still get giddy

(Chorus)
I don't know if I love you
Or just the idea of you
But I'm scared you love me back
I don't want to hurt you with all my mistakes

(Chorus 2)
Please come over and hold me
I'm lonely, sad, and tired
It's gotten to the point
Where I'm done worrying if it's real

(Whispering)
I'm just going to go with it

Hey. Yeah I wrote that today out of the blue in class and I wanted to write a song and that's what happened. Anyways. So yeah I don't know when I'll post my next song, I hope soon though, I'm having a really big creativity thing right now where I've just been super creative. I've had writers block for a few weeks and schools started so that's why I haven't been able to work on Your Hands Look Like They'd Fit Perfectly In Mine (gosh so many long titles. I am actually fall out boy). Okay. So yeah. There's that. I hope you liked it! Have a fabulous day!!! 💟
-Jax