Song Journal

Youre Beautiful Like Lightning, and I'm Thunder, but Storms Scare You

(Chorus)
I should've known better
Than to believe your lies
Your "it's okay"s and "it's fine"s
Somehow got past me
I should've known better
That I was hurting you too
Just like I always seem to do
Throw me off to sea

(Verse 1)
I reread your words hoping to God
That your metaphors aren't about me
That all of this is just my anxiety
Making me overthink things
I never meant any harm
To anyone especially you
You're the last one I want to wound
But don't forgive me with your angel wings

(Chorus)
I should've known better
Than to believe your lies
Your "it's okay"s and "it's fine"s
Somehow got past me
I should've known better
That I was hurting you too
Just like I always seem to do
Throw me off to sea

(Verse 2)
I wish my lines weren't so obvious
It's like I'm screaming through a megaphone
I don't mean to I'm just so alone
And this is the only way to feel better
How did I expect you not to be upset
I threw so many stones
You said I didn't break any bones
But you know that I'm a fretter

(Chorus)
I should've known better
Than to believe your lies
Your "it's okay"s and "it's fine"s
Somehow got past me
I should've known better
That I was hurting you too
Just like I always seem to do
Throw me off to sea

(Bridge)
I know I'll be okay
But I'm scared my acid rain
Beat down too hard
And burned you
I want to ask for you
Not to go away
But I would understand
I don't want to cause you pain

Hey. I'm about to go to bed, but I wrote a song about thirty mins ago or so and I wanted to publish it. Idk, just, writing songs helps me with stuff. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it and that you have a marvelous day!!! 💟💟💟
~Jax