Song Journal

The Stars On Your Wall Were Much Prettier Than You Probably Ever Thought of Me

(Chorus)
Dreams are so much better
Than reality
Why can't there be a you and me
Why didn't I see this coming
Sooner than I did
You hit me like a sandstorm
But that's okay it doesn't hurt
I'll just lay here on the ground
With my face in the dirt
And keep lying

(Verse 1)
I wrote you a song
Because I thought we were good
To me we were whipped cream
But to you spoiled milk
Both of which make me sick
But I'll pretend I don't feel it
Because I don't want you to know
You mattered more than I did to you

(Chorus)
Dreams are so much better than reality
Why can't there be a you and me
Why didn't I see this coming
Sooner than I did
You hit me like a sandstorm
But that's okay it doesn't hurt
I'll just lay here on the ground
With my face in the dirt
And keep lying

(Verse 2)
I'm glad this happened
So I didn't have to tell you
But then again I'm not
Because this is like a wound of sorts
I felt the same way
But I didn't think I would hurt you too
Just like I always do
But don't worry about me

(Chorus)
Dreams are so much better
Than reality
Why can't there be a you and me
Why didn't I see this coming
Sooner than I did
You hit me like a sandstorm
But that's okay it doesn't hurt
I'll just lay here on the ground
With my face in the dirt
And keep lying

(Bridge)
I have no more words
I could but I'm too tired
I think I'll just go to sleep
To get my mind off it
You've always been a mystery to me
Guess now you always will be

(Chorus)
Dreams are so much better
Than reality
Why can't there be a you and me
Why didn't I see this coming
Sooner than I did
You hit me like a sand storm
But that's okay it doesn't hurt
I'll just lay here on the ground
With my face in the dirt
And keep lying

(... Everything's okay ...
Shhh ... I'm lying ...)

Hey! I wrote that an hour or two ago. Idk. But writing things really helps me cope. So usually once I post a song on here I'm already over it and I'm not upset about it anymore (if it's not a happy song). So yeah. I think I'm also going to write another song before the night ends (bc gosh a lot has happened today lol). Okay well I hope you enjoyed it!!! And have an awesome day! 💟💟
~Jax