Got all the pieces of my heart(JLS fanfic)

I can't tell him...

Astons POV

Cara looks confused while she stands at the door of the restaurant with a Oritse well I guess we both forgot to tell our dates it was a double date, oh well she'll figure it out...Why can I see Cara act a little afraid or uncomfortable around Sophie?.... maybe she's jealous as shes my date! ha well let's see if she gets jealous later on in the date.

"Do you two know each other?.." I ask and Cara looks really frightened her eyes look alarmed at the person sitting next to her, sophie just smiles.

"Yeah we err met in london one time?" Sophie says almost questioning what she said.. there must be something else, oh well.

"Anyways we are all here on a double date me and Ast thought it would be a good opputurnity to all get to know each other seeing as...we both have something to tell you guys" Oritse says urgh do we have to tell them now?! I was gonna keep the act up and make Cara jealous... But maybe she doesn't still have the same feelings for me? :(

"Why what happened?" Cara says looking worried.

"Actually our management.." Oritse looks over for my approval and I just nod.

"Our management think its time we get into a serious relationship for the publicity and we were thinking well err...." Oritse says

"I know exactly what your thinkin if you think I'll fake your girlfriend and only be used for whatever publicity you'll get well your wrong sorry I've gone through enough heartbreaks in the past once again I'm sorry!" Caras cries and runs off! Wth just happened, what did she mean the past? I hope shes not hurt I want her to hear us out, even though it kills me to see Cara in a fake relationship with Oritse I'll just have to play along. I care too much about Cara though! I run after Cara....

Cara's POV

"Our management think its time we get into a serious relationship for the publicity and we were thinking well err...." Oritse says, so what he expects us to be used? I know when celebs say that its obvious and there is no way I am going to be part if the whole 'act' cause people think I'd be lucky... well no i actually like these boys and I don't want 'fame'.. and I wonder who they would want me to play Astons girlfriend or Oritse?.... well obviously Reeshs because he asked me on a date... I don't think I could do that I like Aston, oh god.

"I know exactly what your thinkin if you think I'll fake your girlfriend and only be used for whatever publicity you'll get well your wrong sorry I've gone through enough heartbreaks in the past once again I'm sorry!" I cry and run out the restaurant, did i just do that? You know what I don't care I'm glad I voiced my opinion instead of sitting their and agreeing. I hear them calling my name I hear footstes behind me as I run out of the car park don't a street... Did I even think this through where the hell am i going? I keep running and I hear what I think is Astons voice nearer oh great how could I forget he was an amazing runner at high school?!

Someone graps my arm pulling me to a stop, I scream... I turn around and Aston is standing their gasping for air panting and looks at me worriedly... oh great what do I say?

"Cara....please. hear. me out,listen..." Aston says almost begging me saying this between breathes.

" No you listen I ain't gonna be used like a piece of garbage Ast... I've had enough crap in the past, look just leave" I say trying to be polite and holding back the tears.

"Wait what do you mean in past? Wait did Tod...." Aston says looking angry and concerned at the same time. I decide I wouldn't tell Ast what happened it would only make him feel smpathy for me which I don't need. I hear more running footsteps approach I look over Astons shoulder to see Oritse and Sophie, sohie? great just great I hope Ast does not mention Tod again!

"No look it was nothing kay?" I say awfully quick and panicing.

"Cara please listen, please?" Oritse says while coming nearer to me.

" Cara its obviously something what did he do...!" Aston says urgently trying to get me to tell him.

"I'll go back to the restaurant alright? I'm sorry I had an outburst I don't know what came over me" I say interrupting Aston before when he was just about to mention Tod's name before.

" Ok" Oritse says while gently pulling me by the arm to getting me to head back to the restaurant, Aston and Sophie follow. Aston was about to say something but something stopped him humm strange..

Once we are in the restaurant again I excuse myself to go to the bathroom and Sophie follows.. uh oh I now feel the urgency to run back to the table!.

Once we are in the bathroom Sophie tugs me by the arm to face her, she looks around and sees no one is there.

"Look if you rat me or Tod to Aston or Oritse I will make your life a living hell got it?!" Sophie pratically screams at me. I nod my head agreeing I never ever want to relive the past again.

Sophie leaves the bathrooms while stay and let the tears fall freely, I can't do this.... If I refuse to Oritse about being his girlfriend, immediately they'll know something is wrong and I can't let that happen otherwise Sophie will make my life hell annd who knows if Tod might be coming out of Jail soon or worse he could be out already!

I know I have no choice but to act like Oritses girlfriend, don't get me wrong I could possibly fall in love with Reesh but I can't ignore the attractions I get towards Aston.

What to do ?! I make my way back to the table.

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