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Buford (Pt.2) (D.M)

****** A continuation of "Carl" ******

⚠️STILL LOWNG!!! TW: Mentions of SA, alcohol, blood & fighting, angst⚠️

*Derek's POV*

At seven on the dot, there was a knock on the door. My mom and sisters were still asleep because normally we don't wake up until eight on Sundays. I opened the door and Y/N was standing outside in her church outfit. "Hey" "Hi" "Everybody's still asleep, but we can talk in my room.." Y/N walked ahead while I shut and locked the door. When I got to my room she was sitting on my bed with her shoes already kicked off. We sat in silence for a few minutes before she spoke again, "Derek, last night you called me. And you called me for a reason. Now, I wanna help you. I can only do that if you tell me what happened." I stayed silent. The only light on in my room was the lamp on my dresser. Still, it was enough for her to notice the side of my face. She reached her hand toward my face and lightly touched where my cheek puffed out and I winced. "Di- did he hit you? Is that what happened?" I shook my head 'no' and then 'yes'. "He didn't just hit me.. It- it all started the first time I went to the cabin with him.. he let me have a beer or two.. I felt grown.. felt like a man... he had at least 5 beers.. he would brush up against me— say it was an accident. I believed him. The cabin isn't all that big... but then we went out to the lake and he wanted me to jump in... naked... I thought it was weird but he was my coach and so I trusted him... he threw off his clothes too.. the next time he touched me numerous times... and this last time around.." I'd started crying and I could tell Y/N was holding back her own tears. Trying to be strong for me. "He— he raped me. When I begged him to stop— he called me weak. He slapped me and told me this was the only way I could make it outta this place. Get my family out.. even get you outta here... he was the only way because he'd train me and get me the football scholarships.." now tears were running down her face faster than she could wipe them up. She pulled me into a tight hug. Her tears and snot getting on me while my tears and snot got on her dress.

"I'm so so sorry, D.. I- I should've done something" "You couldn't have known" "You acted weird when you came back. I noticed it. I asked your other friends and they said nothing was off about you but I couldn't escape the feeling that there was... an- and then you came back the next time smelling like beer and that's when I said something to you but- but I should've pushed..." "Nothing you could've said then would've stopped him.. I'd still believed he was good. I'd still trusted him..

*Your POV*

I pulled away from the hug. "You're gonna tell your mom? Right? A- and the police??" "If I do that I lose everything. At least if I say nothing I still have a shot at getting out.." How could he say that? How could he even consider not saying anything? "Derek Morgan— are you serious right now? He's violating you in a way nobody deserves. You don't need him Derek. You were always amazing at football way before he ever came into the picture. He's not out there running routes with you when the streetlights come on. He's not the one telling you to use me as a weight while you run around the track!" I referenced back to the reoccurring event where Derek scoops me up and starts sprinting. "Your skills are all you. If you're gonna make it outta here then that's all on you. Not him. He doesn't even deserve an ounce of the credit." I rambled on and on. "You need to tell an adult." "I can't."

After church, we changed into regular clothes and met up with some of Derek's guy friends to watch a movie. We were walking back home when Rodney and his gang rolled up on us. "Sup' Y/N? Come roll wit' my crew" "No." "Come on baby, don't be like that" I cringed. "Rodney! She doesn't want you! When's that gonna click??" "Oh like she wants you??" "I want him a whole lot more than I'd ever want you." I retorted and my heart did a flip. "Ohhhhh!!!" Derek's boys adlibbed.