Bulletproof love

Leaving and going

Vic's pov

Three days later

Today was the day I get out, but I'm just going to another hospital which is no fun and I don't get to see my husband, and the rest of the guys. honestly I think I'm fine, I don't think I will be their long, but you never know right? I hope I'm not in their long. the doctor said I was ready to leave and the guys are gonna drop me off in about an hour. I'm really not looking forward to this. I was sitting on the hospital bed and I see my husband walk in, I smile.

"Hey baby." I say as he gives me a hug.

"Hey, we have an hour to blow before we have to leave, I figured we can just talk, you know before you have to leave." he said kinda says on the sad side.

He sits on the small bed with me, throwing his arm around me. I lean my head on his shoulder.

"What was going through your mind." he asked me. "you know, when you did what you did."

I thought for a moment before responding. "honestly, I can barely remember, it all just happened so fast. at one point I was taking a shower and the next I see the shaver and it just triggered so many memories. I wasn't thinking. when you knocked on the door, I wanted to open it so bad, but I was in to much of a shock, and all the pain on my wrist and legs, and not to mention I was loosing blood and becoming dizzy. I'm really sorry, now I have to leave you and I don't want that. I'm such a dumb fuck. It wasn't even an attempt, but I guess I couldn't blame them, it really does look like an attempt." I whisper the last part.

"Well why don't we tell them it wasn't an attempt?" he asked.

"I tried telling them,they don't believe me, the doctor said the cuts are right over a vein and if I cut any deeper then I would have died almost instantly, it looks like to much like an attempt to them." I sigh.

He pulls me into another hug. we pulled away once we heard somebody walk in, it was a doctor and another formal looking man.

"Hello victor." The doctor greets.

I nod and smile in response.

"This is dr. smith, he will be your psychologist, I just thought you would like to meet him before you left. you will go to him for therapy every two days while your in and you will see him once a week for three months after you get out." he states formally.

"Hello victor." he says stepping forward. "I would like to have a word with you alone." he said looking at the doctor and Jaime.

The doctor left the room almost instantly. Jaime on the other hand stayed put.

"Alone, please?" he asked once again.

"He can be in here, he is my husband." I said demandingly.

"Ok, I just want to go over some things. First it's a free clinic, I'm not sure if anybody told you, visiting days are Monday through Thursday at around 8:00 am to 9:00 am, then in the time between you will eat breakfast, and their is a group that you have to go to at 10:00 am to 10:45 am and then it's lunch at 12:00 pm and if you have a one on one with me it will be after lunch, but if you have free time, you can go to the rec room, it has books and games that you can play along with any snacks if you get hungry, you can hang out in your room, or you can go outside, as long as you have a volunteer with you, then at 6:00 pm, it's dinner. Don't worry if you didn't get all that, their will be time schedules all over the building. you will be on suicide watch, so don't try breaking windows or mirrors, they are unbreakable. Oral hygiene products will be provided, along with normal hygiene products. I think that's about it, any questions?" he asked.

I simply shake my head.

"Okay, I will let you be for now." and with that he left.

I look at the time, we have ten minutes. I set myself in between Jaime's legs and I lean myself back into him.

"Is my brother here?" I ask.

"No, but he is on his way with tony." he sighs, placing a kiss on the top of my head.

"I love you." I say softly.

"I love you more." he said playfully.

"Impossible." I say with a smile.

Authors note
Hey sorry for the long wait but I hope you like this chapter. love you turtles!!!!