Seclusion

Joyless

It was the first day back and i was already sick of this.

i walked down the hall starring at the ground, i knew if i looked up i would see people laughing at me, so i pushed through the people and got to my locker.

''Hey fatty" i heard behind my back,my heart sunk, i knew who it was so i didn't bother to turn around from my locker

''I said Hey Fatty" he said in a booming voice so everyone could here, it wasn't even my first day back yet and i have already been publicly humiliated, great

'' look at me when i'm talking to you bitch" he said as he grabbed my shoulder forcefully to turned me around to face him.

i slowly looked up to his face, he was angry.

''what did you do to your face'' he said looking me in the eyes, people where staring and some were laughing, i thought that i would try something new and put a little bit of eye makeup on today but obviously it was a bad idea.

"you think that makeup is going to hide your ugliness, keep dreaming" he said as he chuckled to his friends that appeared in the crowd.

by now i had tears down my face, i ran through the crowd and walked out side, i wasn't surprised that this had happened again, for nearly three years Tyler had been bulling me physically and emotionally, i was so fed up and tired of this, i new that i couldn't do anything about it because if i told the school they would call my mum and tell them whats happening, which i definitely do not want to do with the state my mum is in.

i walked slowly to a tree, and sat against it, i took a few deep breaths and wiped my tears away,i thought back to what Tyler had said about me, maybe he was right maybe i should just give up and leave this shit hole of a planet.

my thoughts where interrupted by a soft raspy voice,

"tough day huh?"