Before i could react, Soda came up to me and pulled me towards his car. "I really think we need to talk", he said. "Why did you come find me?", i asked. "Because i miss you and i love you. If your friend hadnt told me where you went, i would still be stuck at home, depressed", he said. Damn it Chris i thought. "Will you please let me drive you home? I want to talk to you. If you dont want to, then you dont have to do anything i say in the car. But please just at least listen", he practically begged. I smiled a little. "Ok. It will be pretty hard to walk home in the dark."
I got in the passenger seat as Soda got in the drivers seat. "What did you want to talk about?", i asked nervously. "I want you to move back home", he said. "I cant just pick up and leave", i said. "You have to be kidding me. Just a couple of months ago, you picked up and left. I was so scared and upset because i had no idea where you were", he explained. "Well yes, but i like it here", i tried. "I just picked you up from Saturday detention. Sounds super fun to me", he said.
"What if i told you that you had to come home?", he asked. "I would say your crazy", i said, almost laughing a bit. "I have good reason to say so", he reasoned. "And that is?", i asked, pulling my water out of my book bag and started to drink. "Rumor has it that you left because you were pregnant with my kid", he said. I spit out all my water. "Is it true?", he asked. I couldnt think of what to say. "Its true isnt it?", he asked again. I slowly nod my head yes. "Why wouldnt you tell me? That is my kid too!", he started to yell. I didnt think that he would react this way.
After a few minutes of him yelling at me, i screamed at him, "Its two kids Soda! I had to carry two of your babies while we were broken up. I had no idea that you would want me back, especially because i was tye the babies. I still dont", i whispered the last part. He parked the car on the side of the road and looked at me. He lifted my chin up so he could look me in the eyes. "Ive always wanted you. Ever since the day i met you, i wanted you", he whispered against my ear. I shivered a little from his cold breath.
"Please come home. That Chris dude and your other friends miss you like crazy. Especially Pony", he said. "Soda its not that easy", i started. "Yes it is! We go back to your grandmothers, pack your stuff, and we drive the long drive home!", he said excitedly. "Soda i have the boys now. They cant sit in a car for that long. Their too young", i said. "Boys? I have sons?", he asked. "Yes", i answered. "Thats awesome! Ive always wanted sons!", he yelled. "Soda can you calm down! Im tired. Im not doing well in school and im an awful mother for not staying with the twins", i almost started crying. Everything was getting so stressful, especially since the twins were only born a few months ago.
"No way Belle. Your the best mother. Your trying your best to go to school and get an education. Thats what a good mother would do", he said. "So... will you please come home with me?", he asked. "If i come home, we arent getting back together right away. Your going to have to gain my trust again and no more jealousy", i said. "As long as i have a chance", he smiled. "Ok fine. But you can deal with the twins for the rest of the weekend. Im going to my brothers and sleeping til Monday", i said sleepily.
"Great! Wait you cant do that! I dont know how to do that stuff. Dont you breast feed?", he asked. "No i do not. I mix their formula every day. Do you want me to come home?", i asked. "Well yeah", he said. "Then you will figure it out", i said. Soda pulled into the driveway. I led him inside to grab the boys. He packed my suitcases for me while i waited out in the car with the boys. The next thing i knew, i was passed out cold.
