Memories....
Memories flooding. Unti unting nagfaflashback lahat ng nakaraan.
Why are you here? Kung kailan naman nakakamove on na ako.
I'm on the garden at hindi ko na pinasukan ang remaining period ko.
Kanina pag kakita ko sakanya hinila ko sya sa may open field kung san walang tao.
"Bakit ka nandito?"
"Louise. I- i.. i still love you." he said in low toned voice na para bang nahihirapang magsalita.
Hah! Nahihirapan?!
"Maglolokohan pa tayo dito?" I'm trying to maintain my composure and coldness but i can't no longer control my emotion. Parang pakiramdam ko, magkakasakit ako pag di ko ito nailabas.
"Lou-"
"Bakit ngayon ka pa ulit nagpakita? You know i'm near on forgetting you." Gumaralgal ang boses at naramdaman ko na lang na basa na ang magkabilang pisngi ko. "Teka nga, anong sabi mo kanina? Mahal? Mahal bang yung iniwan mo ako para sa babaeng yun? You chose me over that Jane! You left me."
Yumuko sya. "I'm sorry Louise."
I'm sorry. Matagal ko ng hinihiling na sabihan nya ako ng ganyan because i'm willing to accept him again kahit na niloko nya ako. But not now na nakapagdesisyon na ako.
"Sorry? I died because of what you did and sorry is not enough explanation for all of that. Anong akala mo magiging ayos lang ba lahat just by simply saying sorry? Tell me, anong magagawa nyan ngayon Zach? The damage is done!"
Sinuntok suntok ko sya sa dibdib. Ang sakit lang talaga. Sobrang sakit. Niyakap nya ako ng mahigpit.
"I thought i love Jane."
Kumawala ako sa yakap nya at agad syang sinampal. Oh gosh! He thought huh?
"So you thought? Are you expecting that after saying this to me, babalikan kita?"
"Louise-" lalapitan nya sana ako pero agad agad na lumayo. Ayokong hawakan nya ako. Ayoko. Dahil pakiramdam ko, antytime pwede kong makalimutan lahat ng sakit na dinulot nya sakin and i want it to be remain and serve it as a a reminder na wag maging martyr.
"Don't you dare come near to me Zach. I hate you." Mariin kong sabi at tinalikuran ko na sya.
Lame update! I'm sorry:-(
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RomansaLouise desperately want to move on, so she left her career at New York and went home to the Philippines. Despite her want to be stress free, the tadhana didn't agree. She met Joshua ( happened to be her fiancé) and he made her life upside down. Sh...
