CHANCES

CHAPTER FOURTY

"So talagang ibinigay mo na si Joshua sakin"

"Oo. Nakakaawa ka naman kasi. Wala ng natira sayo so you just trying to reach all what i have. Luckily, nasulot mo na naman ang isa sa mga akin."

"Magaling kasi akong manulot basta galing sayo Louise."

Tumayo na ako mula sa pagkakaupo ko sa sahig ng rooftop.

"Ano ba talagang gusto mo Jane? Bakit mo to ginagawa sakin?"

She shrugged. "Ewan ko. For fun maybe?" Tapos tumawa sya ng malakas. "Nasayo na kasi lahat. Kaya gusto ko naman makishare. Sobra na kasi akong nakakaawa e."

"Oo halata nga. Bakit di ka na tumigil? Kahit ano naman kasing gawin mo hindi ka pa rin nananalo. Look at you, your giving all your best just to defeat me but i'm just an effortless here. Wala akong ginagawa para labanan ka, but still i'm the best."

"How dare you!" She tried to slapped me but i was able to prevent it.

"I always dare you Jane." I left her.

JOSHUA'S POV

Eto na yung kinakatakutan ko. She broke up with me.

I tried to call her but she didn't pick it up.

"Shit!" I exasperately brushed my hair. Nasan na kaya sya? Pinuntahan ko aya kanina sa bahay nila but her kuya said she's still out.

I tried to call her again at sa wakas sinagot nya na. "Hello Louise!"

"Hey! Si Shine to."

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Nagmamadali akong pumasok sa bar kung nasan sila Louise. Nakasubsob na sya sa may dulo ng counter at lasing na lasing.

"Ako ng bahala sakanya."

"Sige. Thanks."

Tumango na ako at isinakay sya sa may pasenger seat.

"Hey wait up Josh!"

"Yes."

"Mabuti siguro dalhin mo muna sya sa bahay nyo. Baka kasi lalong mag alala ang mga kuya nya sakanya at isa pa..."

"Yes i know."

Tama sya. Kailangan muna naming mag usap bukas to clear all the things. Ayokong makipaghiwalay sakanya. I really can't. At isa pa pagdinala ko sya sa bahay nila ng ganitong hitsura. Her kuyas will probably ask me what happened.

I decided na sa condo ko nalang kami muna tutuloy.

Binuhat ko sya papuntang kama at dahan dahang inihiga.

"Joshua."

"Yes it's me."

She sat and looked at me intently. She's really drunk. "You should rest Louise. Matulog ka na." Marahan ko syang itinulak pahiga but i was shocked nang isinama nya ako pahiga. Kumapit sya sa leeg ko and she pulled me closer and then kissed me.

I can't stop my self from responding back. Hindi ko na namalayan na parehas na kaming nag aapoy at kung saan saan na rin naglalakbay ang kamay ko.

I removed her dress and throw it anywhere. He was also unbuckling my pants.

When we where both naked. I was hesitating to continue all of this. She was drunk and i was taking her for granted.

"Louise, this is not right."

"Joshua, i'm just drunk but i know what i am doing. Please take me now."

And so we did it.