London calls me a stranger

Chapter 25

(A/N) I'm so sorry to all the readers, I haven't written in a while for I wanted to make this chapter really special (you'll understand why after you've read it) and also I've had a lot of school work and my exams are coming up soon so I don't know when the next chapter will be posted. I have so many new ideas for the plot to develop.

I know no one likes authors notes, but I just wanted to explain and also, just incase there are any younger readers this chapter does contain SEXUAL REFERENCE. If you want to read this, please contact me through inbox or comment on my page. This is just to avoid hate and some readers who would use this for the wrong reasons.

Happy reading,

Maddie xx

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Chapter 25

Sam's POV

I rushed over to Matt's after work and began to unpack. Matt was at band practice and he was going to be back about 5:30. It was 5 o'clock. I unpacked the things I had collected. I wanted this to be just right. Matt meant so much to me and I wanted to show him I'm a mature adult. I'm not a child. I pulled out my lacy black underwear that I bought just that day and put it on. Brushed the tangles out of my brunette hair, so it fell in a silky sheet. I looked at myself in the mirror. Trying to find a good enough pose that would hide my insecurities: my dimples in my back, the scars from my father and my no where near flat stomach. I hated it. It made me feel so ugly. That I want pretty. When I was younger, I tried to lose the weight, but then I turned to pills to help me drop the pounds and it went too far. A shiver was send down my spine when I thought about that horrible time. Then I heard the front door shut. I ran out of the ensuite, and stood in the door way of his bedroom. Matt's back towards me, I tried to pull a sexy pose. But it wasn't working. Matt turned around and jumped out of his skin, he didn't know I was there. Then he just laughed at my pathetic attempt at seducing him. I huffed and stood in neural, covering my stomach. I was so stupid.

Matt strolled over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Well aren't you a lovely sight after a hard days work."

I smiled and he kissed my bright red cheeks. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Hmm bad day?" I said.

He scoffed. "Awful!" He said with a cheeky smile.

"Well can I make it any better?" I said, trying to be sexy.

"Yes, yes you can..." He whispered. His lips crashed into mine. Just as I started to indulge in his lips, he pulled away and whispered, "make me a cuppa, love."

I huffed and let go of him. He started laughing at my reaction and followed me into the kitchen. I boiled the kettle, and Matt stood in the doorway his eyes looking me up and down, scanning every inch of my body. "Enjoying the view?" I asked, turning to see a smirk plastered across his face.

He walked over to me. "Yes... Yes I am." He whispered, spanking my revealed left butt cheek.

"Hey-" I was cut off by his lips crashing into mine. I kissed back. Indulging in his sweet cherry red lips. The kiss was long and passionate.

His enormous hands cupped my thighs and I wrapped my legs around his waist. My hands ran deep into his curls, which made him moan. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He said. between kisses.

I gazed into those deep brown eyes, which were turning dark with lust. "More sure than I've been about anything."

His hand slipped from my thigh and bruised a stray hair from my face. The smooth surface of the back of his hand caressed my left cheek, before a tender kiss dissolved on our lips.

He stumbled through his apartment to the bedroom. He used my back as a door wedge and pushed me against the cold white door to open it.

He lay me down on to the soft mattress, as he positions himself in the dominate position. Seeing him tower over me, his eyes dark with lust, only making me want him more.

He hovered for a few moments, trying to figure out what to do. I crashed my lips into his, to engulf in a passionate kiss. As his tongue my mouth, I unbuttoned his white shirt to reveal his toned torso. My hands ran down his torso and he gaining a neurotic against my lips.

His hand squeezed underneath my body to reach the clasp of my bra. Once releasing the clasp, I felt so exposed. My arms quickly covered my very flat chest, another one of my insecurities. I was so embarrassed.

"Don't be shy." He whispered hotly into my ear. His hand guided mine to his back, then returned to my cheek, cupping it as we continued to kiss.

His lips trailed down to my neck, nibbling and sucking.

They continued down my body, his hand cupped my left breast as his lips met it. Lips skimmed over the skin, sending a shiver down my spine.

He pulled away and pulled his belt from the loops on his dark wash jeans, which were quickly removed after.

I scrabbled backwards, trying to catch my breath. He noticed this and grabbed my ankle. "Oh no you don't, missy." He chuckled, pulling me to him, "you're not going anywhere." He whispered.

His thumb looped around my underwear, and his eyes met mine. "Are you sure?" He mouthed. I nodded. I was ready for this. It was Matt. And I loved him.

He slipped the material from my legs. He groaned at the sight. I was sprawled across the bed, fully naked.

And I wasn't complaining about my view either. His destroyed curls, hot skin, toned chest, tight black CK boxers that weren't hiding a massive boner what so ever.

His figures intertwined with mine, and a gentle kiss was placed on my lips. "This is going to hurt for the first time. But it won't be for long, babe. Trust me." He reassured me. I nodded slightly scared.

His boxers were removed and a silver packet was produced. He teared it open with his teeth, preparing himself. I prepared myself, also, for the next few moments.

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We lay for a few breathless trance of time, just listening to his heart beat. His clammy figure, draped over mine, as I recall the past few moments.

His head was lifted from my chest, so his brown eyes met my blue. A gentle hand stroked across my cheek, and I left a small kiss on his palm. "You are so beautiful Samantha Forbes." He said and for the first time in my life, I believed it. He made me feel more alive, more beautiful then anyone in the world. That moment. That so special moment. One that really meant something to me. That was the moment I realised I didn't just love Matt. I was in love with Matt...