Ricky's POV: "Do you want more rice Ricky?" My mother asked me while holding a whole new plate of food. When my family made food, they made sure you eat more than one plate. Normally I would eat another full plate but I wasn't as hungry. I was missing Ariana. "No mama, gracias(thank you)."
She walked out of my room, leaving me alone to think more about my baby girl.
"Let me call her." I said as a smile grew on my face. I never knew how much I could miss a person. The phone kept ringing but no answer.
"Maybe she's busy or something." I said hoping that's why she didn't answer. I turned on the t.v and looked for tmz. They might have something interesting on.
"So you all know Ariana grande as the sweet 22 year old who shows nothing but respect. But today apparently she cursed out one of our crew members due to earlier events."
They then showed a video of Ariana walking out with I think her name is alexia. Ariana showed me her before. But she looked angry.
"Fuck you!" She yelled to the paparazzi. "What the fuck?" I said furrowing my eyebrows. Why was she so mad?
I then turned the t.v off and decided to make my way to her house. I asked scooter for her address and made my way there.
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Ricky's POV: when I pulled up to her house there was security.
"Who are you?" The man asked me.
"I'm Ricky Alvarez, boyfriend of Ariana grande."
I showed him my I.D and went into the outdoor garage. When I parked the car I made my way to the door, hoping someone was home.
Ariana's POV: after the car ride I took alexia home. She told me to call her if anything but I felt horrible. I felt like all types of shit was happening out of nowhere. That little event that just happened might just cause me my reputation. When I got home I ran to my room and locked my door.
"Ariana? What's wrong?" I heard Frankie run behind me but I was faster and locked him out.
"Ariana please tell me what's wrong." He pleaded.
I just cried and cried and cried. Everything was so stressful. We still had to deal with that freak car accident cause we still haven't found out who did it. Now I have to deal with the press ruining my reputation. And now I have to deal with tomorrow's show. I'm normally happy when I have shows but this drama is taking a hold of me. I need someone. I need Ricky.
After 20 minutes of crying I decided to just lay down and watch Netflix. I started to sing my song on the " my everything" album. "You want a perfect picture to believe it, so you can't be looking for me there. I don't need to live by your rules. Until you walked a mile in my shoes. Cause I know I know I know you don't like it, you don't you don't you don't know where I've been."
More tears came to my face.
"Ariana?" I heard a soothing deep voice.
"Who is it?" I questioned. Could it be? The one who I need dearly? My baby?
"It's Ricky Ariana, open the door baby girl. "
My heart started to race and I cried even harder. He was there for me. And I loved that. I loved him.
I ran to the door and opened it. His total emotion just went south when he saw me pouring my eyes out. He brought me into a hug.
"It's alright baby, I'm here for you and I'll protect you. Don't worry." He soothingly said to me. I couldn't even get a word out. So much emotion was just flowing out of me.
"I-I'm sorry Ricky. F-for bri-Bring you in this." I cried. I felt so bad that he had to deal with all of this stress. His name was never mentioned in the media or press till he was with me. My fans fight over him and Sean, he gets called names by the press and paparazzi are just disrespectful to our relationship in general.
"It's okay baby. I don't give a fuck about the media or what they say. As long as I'm with you I'm good. And hopefully your fans can see I'm not a bad guy unlike your past boyfriend. I'm here for you and you can tell me anything. Where ever I am baby girl I'm fucking here for you."
He hugged me tighter and I could hear him sob. I love him. I love him so much. Words couldn't explain. I felt like I needed him to know that. I needed him. I'm gonna try to fight that horrific past of mine but I will show him my affection for him one way or another.
I wipe my tears and my face. I then wipe his and we just stare at each other. He's such a beautiful sight.
"Ricky, I want you." I told him while placing my hand on his chest. I stared at his shirt imagining his toned body on top of mine.
"A-Ariana, are you sure? I don't want to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable." He looked at me. I could tell that he really cared but so did I and I cared about him so much I needed to show him.
I nodded my head and he smashed his lips against mine. He placed my body on the wall and I wrapped my legs around him. I helped him take his shirt off and the view was great. His toned body, the way he breathed, everything about him. We kissed in sync again and I felt his hands roam my breast making me jump a little. His hands were cold but I didn't care. I could feel him harden against my legs.
"I need you Ariana." He moaned into my ear, making me moan back. He was just so amazing. He placed me on the bed and took my shorts and shirt off, leaving me in my bra and panties. I blushed as he looked at my body up and down, admiring everything about me.
"Your beautiful baby girl. I'm the luckiest man in the world." He smiled.
He slowly took off my sports bra. I moaned at every touch he gave me.
"Not so loud baby, your family is here." He put his finger on my lips. His eyes pierced into mine. I was nervous. Very nervous. Not because of him or my family but because of that event that scared me for ever and caused me to have some type of phobia to sexual activity. The time I got raped by my teacher.
"M-maybe you can do foreplay." I shyly spoke. I didn't know if he was okay with that. I just wasn't ready for any real sex yet. I didn't know how I would react. I just didn't want to scare him again. He looked up at me and smirked. I'm guessing he was.
"Just lay your head back baby." He said in the sexiest voice ever.
I felt his tongue roam my stomach and go down to my panties. Every touch by him felt amazing, I couldn't keep silent. So I tried to cover my mouth. He then took my panties off revealing my private.
"Wet already baby girl?" He smiled. Ugh I loved it when he called me that.
I started to feel his tongue on my clit.
"R-Ricky." I moaned.
"I love you." I moaned louder.
Forgetting my family was in the house. But I didn't care. I needed this. I needed this relief.
I started to hear keys. Like keys trying to unlock my door. I forgot mommy had a spare key.
"Ariana are you okay?" I heard Mommy say loudly. Ricky got up and looked at me, startled.
Fuck.
