Ariana's POV
I ran out the room, I heard Ricky calling me from the room as I made a left.
He wouldn't find me i was running way to fast.
I feel bad leaving Ricky like that. I just haven't fully recovered of what happened to me, getting raped.
I felt like if we had sex I would be having sex with the rapist for some reason.
I want to be with Ricky. Hell his body turns me on, everything about him does; but when I feel some one feeling me up I immediately get flashbacks to March 20, 2013 when Mr. Alvarez raped me.
I found it quite weird how Ricky and Mr. Alvarez had the same last name but I mean come on now, how many people don't.
Without anyone knowing, that night I went to sleep in the tour bus parked outside of the hotel.
Scooter would of kicked my ass if he found out I slept there without any security or protection.
*that morning*
today was the big day.
The first day of the tour. I was overly excited but the thought of last night was still at the back of my mind.
I woke up around 5:30 am just so I can sneak back in the hotel.
When I got into my room I did my hair and changed into a black crop top with jeans and black heels.
Today I decided to put a bun in my hair rather than a ponytail.
I did my makeup and when I was done it was already 7:00 am, the normal time where everyone wakes up.
I walked over to Tracy and Nekai's room.
"Good morning queens." I softly say as I open the door.
They were both waking up and yawning.
"How was your sleep?" I asked with a cup of mint tea in my hand.
"it was good." Nekai replied.
"Someone was up early this morning." Tracy smiled.
"Yeah I know I wanted to be ready before everyone else since today is the honeymoon tour."
Normally I would be the last person to wake up. I was such a heavy sleeper.
Once the girls got ready, we went to the tour bus to meet up with everyone else.
"Yass queen. Yasss." Brian and Scott yelled as I walked into the tour bus. They loved when I had a bun.
"Yasss." I laughed.
"Good morning ya'll." I politely said to everyone.
"Good morning." They replied.
As I walked further into the bus I could see that we were missing someone.
"Hey guys, where's Ricky?" I asked looking around.
"Honestly don't know, he wasn't in the room with us last night." Scott shrugged.
He obviously wasn't in the room with the boys because he was with me. But then when I ran off I would think he would of went back to the room.
Scooter, jones, and Alfredo then came into the bus.
"What's up bitches." Jones said. "Jones!" I said in a high voice, happy to see him.
"Forgetting me." Alfredo frowned.
"No I didn't I love yall." I went to hug Alfredo then scooter.
"Alright, we ready to go?" Scooter asked looking around.
"No. I have to get Ricky." I said as I walked out the bus.
"Ari, hurry up its a 2 hour drive and we need to get there by 10:00." He huffed.
"Okay." I ran into the hotel, hoping that he would be ready to go.
I looked all over the place and couldn't find him.
"Dammit Ricky." I said under my breath. I then called his phone to see If he was even awake.
*BEEP BEEP*
I heard his phone. Running around the floor to see if he was here I finally saw him.
"Are you kidding me?" I whispered.
He was asleep by a window.
"R...Ricky.. Get..up..." I tried pulling him up.
"Damn your heavy." I said having a hard time.
"Ricky.." I softly tapped kissed him over and over. I couldn't help it.
His lips were soft.
"W..what?" He started to wake up and gaining balance. Realizing I kissed him he licked his lips.
"Ariana, where ... Where were you? I was looking for you." He groaned.
Finally getting full vision, his eyes widened at the sight of me and how I looked. I blushed.
"Ricky you need to get dressed like right now. We're leaving."
I grabbed his hand leading him to his room where his clothes were.
"Okay, get dressed." I said letting go of his hand.
He looked at me with a smile.
"Your so beautiful Ariana. I'm sorry about last night." His smile then turned to sadness.
"I didn't mean to do tha.." I cut him off and smashed our lips together.
Our lips moved in sync and I could feel my heart beating fast.
"don't be. It wasn't your fault. Things just happened in my life and I wasn't ready for any sexual activity." I said nervously looking away and ending our kiss.
His face was then filled with darkness.
"Who hurt you Ariana?" He growled.
"How could someone do that to such a beautiful girl like you." He continued.
He started becoming angry and throwing his clothes.
"Ricky! Ricky!" I yelled catching his attention. Grabbing his face and looking into his dark eyes I softly said, "it's okay now. I'm alright, no one is going to hurt me. You don't have to worry." Softly kissing his lips again.
"I..I just don't want you hurt Ariana.." He said.
*BUZZ* i felt my phone vibrate.
Scooter: where the hell are you?! Let's go. Twenty minutes looking for Ricky. That's twenty minutes of us being late. Bring you asses here now.
Me: sorrrrry scooter. I couldn't find him anywhere. He's getting dressed now.
Scooter: tell him he can get dressed here. We need to go NOW.
"Grab your suitcase, you can get dressed in the bus. " I told him while walking out the room door.
I turned around to see Ricky smiling again at me. Blushing I asked, "why are you still smiling at me?"
"You just kissed me more than once. Why wouldn't I be smiling?" He laughed.
He's so great. My feelings for him become stronger and stronger every day.
