Dear No One || l.d.m + e.e

three

"Ehm Tori?" I say questioning. This wasn't what was supposed to happen when we were out for food. Can't she just come with me.. If she stays one more minute with Jake, I am going to go home alone.

Tori looks loving to Jake, before she turns her body to me.

"Yes Ella, wait a second. I'll come with you!" She says, or more shouts, to me.

She says goodbye to her boyfriend and comes then walking to me. Finally.

Before we start walking again, Tori waves to Jake. What else could I expect. He waves back to her with the same big smile on his face as Tori has.

We walk in silence to the building where our dorm room is. The both of us don't feel like talking at the moment. Thank god she shuts her mouth for once.

I look at Tori. She is smiling at the ground she walks on. I guess I know what or who she's thinking about.

"Why are you smiling?" I ask her.

"I was just thinking about a certain someone. Nothing special I'd say." Tori says honestly. The smile on her face grows.

"Oh" I say, shrugging my shoulder.

Tori looks at me, but looks then at the ground again. Smiling.

We finally arrive at the dorms. I open the door of the building and step inside with my roommate right behind me. We go upstairs on the stairs behind the reception, just because I don't feel like pressing a button and hoping the elevator comes down. Taking the stairs is faster.

We walk through the hallway to our dormroom and Tori unlocks the door of our room.

I let me fall in my bed when I'm in the room. My own holy place. But then, I realise I have lots of work to do for school tomorrow.

I sigh deep before I'm sitting upright. This is the least thing I want to do at the moment. And I'm being serious with this.

I grab my study book Economics from under my bed and open it on some random page.

I am absolutely not in the mood for studying.

I browse the book to the right page and start reading. I already don't understand it when I read the first paragraph.

This is so frustrating.

I groan from frustration, because I can't get the stuff in my head or just at least understand it. So I throw the book from my bed.

Tori looks frowning at me, because she has no idea what I am doing.

"Ella chill out for a second" she says stressed. What causes that I give her a dead stare.

I sigh deep again.

"Sorry." I mumble.

I yawn and notice how tired I am now. Even though today wasn't really a busy day.

"Fine." Tori groans before she focuses on her phone again. This is the first time I have seen her being frustrated, and I know that I am probably the reason for that.

I grab the book from the ground and try to start studying again. This time I really try to read and understand it seriously without already thinking that the stuff is too hard.

And this time, I actually finally understand it.

After having studied for an hour, the stuff is pretty good in my head and I feel like I'm finished and that I don't need to study more for it than that I did.

I yawn again.

"What time is it?" I ask Tori with a tired voice.

"About 10 PM, why?" Tori asks and she adds: "Oh and your voice is sexy when you're tired." What made her laugh.