Dear No One || l.d.m + e.e

six

Some hours later I hear two people laughing and talking walking through the hallway. And they stop at my dorm room.

Please don't go inside, please leave!...

Then someone turns the door button down and walks in.

"Jake love, sit down on my bed and make it your home here." Tori says smiling to her boyfriend. He nods in agreement and sits down carefully on the edge of her bed.

Seems like she didn't notice me.

"Your dorm room is lovely." Jake compliments her when he looks around. He smiles back at his girlfriend.

"I'll grab some food I kept here." Tori tells him as she stands up from her bed and walks to the cupboard on the other side of our room.

"You don't have to darling" Jake says to her, but she shakes her head.

"No I'm hungry." The blonde says. She opens the cupboard and grabs a packet with cookies in it.

I sigh deeply. This is so annoying.

Then Jake looks up and notices me.

"Oh hi, I didn't see you sitting here." he says with a warm smile, "You're Tori's roommate right? Nice to meet you."

"Yes I am." I nod.

Tori walks back to her boyfriend when she's found everything she needs or wants. She gives him a quick kiss on his mouth and sits down next to him.

"Babe, who were you talking with?" she asks him, still not noticing me.

"With your roommate, I don't remember what her name was." Jake answers her.

Thanks Jake, really thanks.

"Oh is she here? Oh my god sorry Ella, I didn't see you." Tori says laughing, puttting a hand on her mouth. I roll with my eyes, but I can't help to smile a little.

Then they turn to each other and the most usual romantic staring-at-each-other-thing begins.

Why are they like this?
Why am I here?

It's cute, mabe, but I don't like it when people do it in front if me and I'm kinda third wheeling if you can call it like that. Because apparently I'm invisible and I wasn't even with them in the first place.

But well, something in me makes that I keep looking at them. They seem to can not stop with staring at each other, so now I'm trying to figure out at what part of the face exactly they are staring at.

It feels like hours till they finally stop with this endless staring. But instead of actually stopping and just start a conversation, Jake takes her face and kisses her softly. Tori smiles into the kiss and decides to kiss him back.

This makes me want to have a relationship like theirs.

The kiss of them turns out into a make out session, so now I can't look at them anymore without feeling alone at the moment.

Tori is just rubbing it all into my face. She knows they aren't alone here, she knows that. Can't they just do all the cute stuff on his own place?

I grab my phone from the other side of my bed to see what time it is. I really feel like going right now and it could be a great timing if I could go for dinner right now.