Treacherous(Emison)

Chapter 93

emily pov

i swear, alison's face looked like it was made of stone.

she was frozen with shock.

"please say something." i begged quietly.

she quivered her lip, "w-what do you w-want?" she asked.

i sniffled and closed my eyes, "a penile implant..."

she stared at me, "like...you want a penis?"

i shakily nodded my head "yes".

alison dropped her jaw.

"h-how long have you felt this way emily?"

i sighed, "i don't know...i never put much thought to it but...it's flashed through my head a couple of times...thinking that something was different with me...something was missing. and i know what it is." i said.

she sat up straighter and sighed, "please tell me you are keeping your boobs."

i nodded, "yes."

"are you...you know...sperm?" she asked.

i knew what she meant.

(btw this is the impossible part but it kind of is fanfiction...sooo....suck it up XD)

"yes." i whispered.

tears dripped from her eyes, "are you leaving me?"

i dropped my jaw, "what? alison god no! why would you think that?" i said, sitting up straight now.

"well...i don't know...i just...you're changing so i thought that you-"

"alison stop. i love you okay? i love our family. i just don't love parts of my body..." i whispered the last part.

"and you're sure you want this emily? they're going to make you take testosterone and all the guy stuff." alison said.

i nodded, "yes. i do alison. please. and i can finally fit in. with the guys. and i will feel comfortable in my own body alison."

she closed her eyes and sighed, "okay. we'll go to the hospital tomorrow to see a specialist." alison said.

i smiled, "you're the best."

"i know. now let's get to bed okay?" she asked, tiredly.

i smiled and kissed her sweetly.

she kissed me back and pulled me down onto the bed so she can lay her head on my chest.

at the hospital

alison pov

( tbh i have no idea what i am saying here XD)

"okay. so this is what would happen emily...we will perform the surgery, removing your female parts and replace them with the penis, and sperm instead of eggs in you. it will work as an average penis so technically it will be as if you are a hermaphrodite. except this isn't by birth it is surgically." the doctor said.

my heart clenched at everything.

i can't believe emily is doing this...

am i against it? of course not.

i just want her to understand that she will be half-guy.

it's like from the waist down she's all male and then the waist up, she's female.

of course i love her no matter what though.

i am fully supporting my wife on this.

"when will the surgery be?" i asked.