Leather, Love, and Lace*EDITING*

.16 Normal, what's that?

          I woke up in the hotel room, Dean was packing up clothes.
"Whacha doin?" I asked.
"We're going to buy a house." I laughed at him.
"Buy a house?"
"well, we're moving into a house."
"Dean, what the hell are you talking about? We can't get a house with this life. It can't travel with us."
"Carson, I promised Sam that if-"
"If things went bad we would love a normal life." I finished it for him, my eyes staring of into the distance as I connected the dots in my head.
"Yea." Deans hand wrapped in mine. He led me to the impala and we made our way down the open road, blue oyster cult coming over the radio as my eyes shut and my head leaned up on the window.
***
*Dean's P.O.V*
          We pulled in the driveway of Bobby's old house. The two story fully furnished-now empty. Hey Jude played as Carson's eyes fluttered open.
"We're here."
We walked in the front door and looked around it was pretty big and nothing we were used too. I brought the bags upstairs and came down to find Carson sitting on the island.
"Dean?"
"Yea?"
*Carson's P.O.V*
"I don't think I remember how to be normal, nothing has ever been normal."
"We'll figure it out."
"Dean, even before the whole hunting thing our families weren't normal. Your mom knew things she couldn't share and my dad was an abusive alcoholic who I loved anyway." My rant turned to sadness, voice cracking and withering away in the end-wisps only me Dean and the wind would ever hear.
"I guess hunting was my way to cope with not hurting myself, and distracting myself."
"We're going to be okay, baby girl, I promise."
        I leaned my head on his shoulder. I still couldn't wrap my head around a normal life, we were wired different. Normal was something that strayed far away from us Winchesters.
***
         I sat on the bed and watched Dean sleep, no matter how hard I tried to sleep I just couldn't. I pulled his hand and laced our fingers. His eyes fluttered open as he pulled me closer.
"Your all I have left, what if this normal life can't save us?" I breathed into his chest.
"You'll always have me, we'll do it for Sammy." Deans arms wrapped around my torso and I finally fell asleep.
***
The next morning I headed down stairs. I found my way around the kitchen and started to cook breakfast. I heard Dean come up behind me, his arms wrapped around my waist and his head rested in the crook of my neck after kissing my shoulder blade.
"What are you making?"
"Blueberry waffles some with-"
"Ugh, health food.?" Dean whined. I swatted at his arm.
"If you would've let me finish I would've aside some with chocolate chips."
"this is why I love you more then anything."
"Oh come on there's more reasons then that." I spun around so our chests were touching, my back rested on the countertop and his hands gripped beside me. He pushed his lips against mine. We were interrupted when there was a knock at the door. I smiled into the kiss before pulling away.
I stood in the doorway in shock as I took in what I saw. There he was 6'4" shaggy brown hair. Looking lanky and dorky.
"Heya Carson." His voice was quiet.
"SAMMY." I jumped into his arms and he wrapped them around me. But it was different it wasn't a warm loving hug from Sam it was empty. I pulled away to find Dean and I took his hand.
"How'd you manage to get out of the cage?"
"Not sure-"
I cut them both off.
"This means we're going on the road again right!"
"What ever you want princess."
***
*Dean's P.O.V*
           I scooped Carson out of bed.
"Just ten more minutes."
"Shhh go back to sleep." Her head fell against my chest and I brought her outside. I shut the trunk and laid her in the backseat with my jacket half wrapped around her shoulders half as a pillow. I smiled and draped a blanket over her.
6:05 am. We are back on the road.
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Sorry it's short! I've been soooo busy and I just wanted to get you guys an update up. I've been sick, in school, in sports, and working. So the updates won't be daily for a bit. I promise I'm writing whenever I get spare time. The next chapter will be longer and I have some new stories coming to a start-so if anyone is interested in making me (a) cover(s) message me!
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