Masked Smile

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Smile, smile

Just keep on smiling

Happy, Happy

“JC is always happy…”

_on the outside…

But I’m breaking on the inside

I’m wailing and crying for someone to say that

I’m not Okay

For someone to see the stitched pieces of my timid

Heart

That breaks every time it’s reminded that it is afraid of love

Between a man and woman;

It’s a foreign thing to us

We find lust easier to control, for we can easily dodge by

Duck tapping our mouths,

Plugging our ears,

Blinding our eyes, and

Bounding our hands

But love is sneaky like a Valentine ninja

“JC why are you sad?”

…I guess I’m like those bitter people who don’t understand

Or scared of something

My fear is love between strangers, a man and a woman,

That I silently crave for.

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