Are You Ready To Die ?

Chapter 11

Chapter 11:

2 days. 2days since Kai hasn't utter one single letter to me . I woke up with no one next to me for these past days. The nightmares were eating me alive and you could see it on my face. My eyes losing it brown color,bags under my eyes to sum it all up I look like a living dead.All of this because I lied to Kai and hurt him ,he has been nothing but honest with me and I was the one lying . The boys left me alone not telling me anything but I don't miss the pity stares they give me . Christian tried to talk to me but I just waved him off , I  just wanted to be alone. I can't think straight with Victor and Kai swirling through my mind. I got out of bed and got ready for training .
"Morning!"

"Morning " I answered back whoever it was not bothering to stop for small talk . I grabbed my keys and Phone and headed out keeping my head bend not wanting the world to have the pain of looking at me.

I stopped by Starbucks to get some coffee and a sandwich. The cashier was staring at me and it made me feel uncomfortable. It's like he trying to put 2 and 2 together.I saw something black in his hands and before, I could recognize it he aimed it at me . Everybody in the cafe started to scream and run some even running into each other which was quite funny they looked like raging bulls and all I could do was stare.I had nothing to live for so why run,why fight back there and then I choose death . Walking closer so he could shoot me I smirked.
"Don't you fucking move another limb ,you crazy bitch" the dark brown guy growled at me,his blue eyes dark and dangerous. I followed his command and stood Still.He jump over the counter revealing his 6ft height towering over me ,to say I was afraid would be a lie,because I am not I had huger and taller men try to kill me Victor included so this banana  standing in front of me is a level 1. He yank me by hair I screamed out in pain,that fucker . He drag me outside of the cafe the gun still pointed at my head,which is hurting as Ass. I stood stoned at the door when I saw him .
Victor was outside in the parking lot ,
His back turned to me until the banana called him out.
"BOSS!" He yelled letting go of my hair his greatest mistake .I turned around in the blink of a eye and knocked his head with mines making him wobble. I looked over my shoulder and saw Victor pulling out his gun ,I panicked and began to run out in the street,gunshots ringed out behind me and I ducked and zig zag run. Man fuck that shit about dying I would rather anyone else kill me than give the privilege to Victor.
Ducking and shoving people out of my way on the streets I ran for my life . I reached the door to my apartment and kicked it open, sweating and my chest rising and dropping ."Victor" I said breathlessly and got my gun .All the guys got into battle mode so quick before you can say jack be nimble .
The door to my apartment opened and I pulled back the trigger on my gun ready to let it blow and take out victor's brain .

"What is with all the commotion"Kai asked looking at our angry faces . I lowered my gun and walked outside in the lobby no sign of Victor and the banana. I locked the door and let out the breath that I was holding in.

"What happened to you ?" James asked ,his brown orbs watching me with a puzzle looked.

I dropped to the ground my head-aching and chest hurting . I howled in pain and rolled over . Kai and James ran to me and stooped down .
"Vicky are you okay?" The sweet voice, I have been longing to hear for the past 2 days asked . I couldn't answer ,I'm into much pain to answer him. The light was dimming and darkness was coming in.
"Vicky !" He yelled shaking me . I could tell in his voice he's afraid and that was the last thing I heard before I knocked out.

"Is she okay" I heard a voice asked.

"I don't know.Go and hang out with the others I'll call you if she wakes up." The door closed .

I opened my eyes the hurting of my head gone and the pain in my chest also . I sat up and saw Kai watching me . I did something I never thought I would've never done . I hugged Kai like my life depends on it .I surprised him and myself "am so sorry Kai . I didn't want you to think more poorly of me. I am so sorry. I need you please stop being angry with me Kai !" I apologized crying on his shoulders. I really missed Kai , I missed his voice,smile ,eyes ,laugh I just missed him. "I am *Hiccup* sorry"I repeated it over and over into him shoulders. He finally got over his shock and he rubbed my back bringing his chin down in my hair.
He pulled me to him tightly and that's when I knew he missed me too. Life without Kai is a life I don't wanna live anymore.

I pulled away sat down looking up at his brown twinkling eyes it held so many emotions then they were all gone in the blink of a eye . I know Kai is dangerous back in England but I know him and to me he's nothing but a broken human . When I look into his eyes I see pain,anger so much more but then he puts back up his walls.
"I will never look at you poorly ."He whispered,wiping away my tears with his thumbs,I jumped when they touch my face because of the tingles I felt ,weird .

"You are strong,wanna know why?" He took my hands in his "you went through rape and abuse and yet you're still here with a smile on your face. You are strong " those words made me smile and for the first time in long while I felt free,His words held truth.
I have been thru hell and back . I lost everything when my dad died , my virginity,mother and my protective brother . I felt pain matter of fact I lived pained . And here I am smiling but am also trying To get back revenge which is wrong .

"Thank you " I smiled and wiped the tears that were about to make their way out. He pulled me into another hug ,wow he smells nice , like coconut and lavender detergent. I hugged him back tightly afraid that if I let him go he will be gone forever.

"Kai "

"Yeah?"

"Why did you keep and eye on me ?" I asked confused as to why he has been watching and protecting me since the age of 10 up until now. The thought has been bothering me for the past weeks And I needed answers .

"I did it because you needed saving. I saw the scars on your body that you tried to hide. I had seen the pain and fear in your eyes and then the day when your hands got broken and you passed out in my arms .I made a promise to myself to save you and I will keep that promise till death " I pulled away from him and rub his cheeks locking my eyes with his . I let down my walls and let him see what I felt , he needed to know I wanted him to know . Kai smiled " Oh is that so "
I shoved him sending him to the floor with a loud thud . I laughed not like a normal Lady but like a excited retarded seal .I didn't even notice when Kai made his way on to the bed.
"You're gonna regret that " he growled his eyes darken . Shit I guess I shouldn't have done that .I stop laugh instantly and tried to make my way off of the bed . I bolted for the door before Kai could murder me.
"Help ! Help! Kai's trying to touch my Vagina " I screamed running through the halls and into the living room . I could hear him cursing and his footsteps getting closer and closer to me . Aaron yes Aaron he is sitting on the couch watching tv when he heard me screaming he turned around watching me bewildered . I dived behind him on the couch .Getting down on my hands and knees like a rat ."shhhh "I whispered as the footsteps came closer , the fear inside of my toe grew and I was so close to peeing myself ,maybe am really a rat after all.
"Aaron where is Victoria " Kai asked annoyed and breathless .

"Behind me " Aaron said and I could hear a smirk playing on his nanny lips. I punched him on his back it did more damage to me than him . Kai grabbed me and Yanked me from behind Aaron and I kneed Aaron on his walnut bean.

"If I die am hunting you " I screamed pounding Kai's back.

"Kai did you know you have nice ass " I told him grabbing his firm but soft Ass. He jumped and tensed up and grabbed mines back ."hey !"

He chuckled dropping me on the bed and plopped down on the other side ."I thought you were coming for revenge " I teased turned on my side to watch him he did the same .

"I was but all that running got to me and you squeeze my ass" he glared at me "don't do that again " he warned his face serious. I don't know why I continued to tease and provoke Kai . I laughed at him.

"It so soft and tempting " I cooed . Receiving a deadly glare from him,shutting my big mouth up.
We laid in bed just laughing and talking about everything . "Kai?"

"Yeah Vicky ?"

"Don't ever leave me " I whispered,turning around in the bed.

"I won't " and two arms made their way around my petite body. No one has ever made me feel so alive and free than Kai has . I don't know if I'm gonna make it out of this war alive but one thing I know for sure ... Is that I love this goofy,broken boy next to me .