Can You Fall In Love?

4.

Gerald pov
All i wanted to do was recover from whatever and see monica and talk to her, and i get to see those green eyes again. But now the doctors told my mother that...Monica might not wake up and its killing me. Doctors told me that i could leave tonight but they first have to check my health. I had my mother and brother right by my side and once all together by monica side once she wake up.
I called the boys telling them what had happen, telling me its the best to cancel my shows. More like the whole tour.
But you know me i fucking hate to cancel tours or shows, the fans mean the world to me. I mean thats were i found monica at one of my concerts. I chuckled a little but soon turn into sadness. I was waiting for the doctor to say. "You're good to go." But you know sweet ass time they take.
After what seemed like 4 hours they finally said that I could leave but i also need a lot of rest. Fuck that, once we left the hospital my bro and mother crashed into their beds, i got the keys and went to a flowers shop and bought monica her favorite flowers, and returned to the hospital. I ask the lady on the front desk asking what room monica was is.
"3 floor, room 213." She said while pointing to the elevator with her pen.
I stood there in front of her door soo nervous on what i might see or how bad its going to hurt me. A nurse came by and i just had to.
"Um ma'am?"
"How can i help you?"
"Can you give these flowers to my girlfriend, I'm just so nervous about seeing her right now." I said handing her the flowers.
"Of course." She had her hand on the handle.
"Oh yeah one more thing, can you tell her that i brought her some flowers and that ill come by in the morning, my name is Gerald."
All she did was smile and nodded.
"Thank you so much." I said walking back to the elevator and heading to the parking lot.
I felt bad but i wasn't ready, if that make any sense. I got in the car a drove back home, on my way home i hit some traffic. Great ain't this great.
I took out my phone and called my manager.
"Hey Gerald, how's Monica?"
"Shes good, um about the tour, what are we going to do?"
"You're G-Eazy, your call."
That Repeated in my mind over and over again, the. I thought about what they guys said, "its better if you cancel the tour."
"I wanna cancel the tour, i need to be there for monica."
"Good choice, Gerald I'll call in a week for some updates."
"What updates?"
"Oh don't worry about it now just focus on monica."
And he hung up, just like that.
I got home i went to my old bedroom and crashed in my bed just like the rest.
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"Gerald wake up."
Gerald wake up."
Gerald wake up."
I got up slowly and i saw her face.
Her green eyes with freckles coming across her nose and her cheeks.
"Monica what are you doing here?"
"You were having a bad dream."
I wasn't to sure. If this might be a dream as well.
"Look at you! Your all sweaty."
She got a towel and took the sweat away from my face. Then she stared into my eyes and i to hers, our faces were getting closer and closer right when we were about to kiss, cold water was plashed on me. I got up quick and say my brother.
I guess it was a dream.
"Thanks." I said looking at my brother.
"No problem, and mom wants to talk to you, shes waiting in the back yard."
Once again i got up and got dressed.
And i walk to the backyard and saw my mom sitting there.
"Hey." I said sitting next to her.
"Gerald do you still have it?"
"Yeah i do."
"Why didn't you asked her?"
"Mom, i was i got drunk and things happened."
"If you just had asked her, none of this will happen."
"Mom its not my fault, you think i can see the future?"
"Im not saying its your fault, but why did you wait?"
"I just needed to mom, but ill do it soon I promise."