Can You Fall In Love?

9

I laid there watching her chest go up and down, relaxing. Last night was crazy but romantic at the same time, but i still feel bad that we did it even though she doesn't remember our relationship. It makes me think will she ever remember the thing we had, is it good to just leave her in my past and close the book. I sighed and got up and headed to the kitchen making some breakfast.

Monica pov
I pretend to sleep while Gerald was looking at me, a part of me wants to tell him. "I do remember " but the other part of me is saying no. Like i don't know what to do. I got up and headed to the bathroom getting my shower ready. I stood there the hot water going down my body feeling so good, thinking about Gerald then i remember about Jensen.

Gerald pov
I hear the water being turned on meaning that monica was taking a shower. I got myself a plate and started to eat not minding on watching the news then watching some NBA. I realized that it was almost time for me to go i got ready and left monica i was going to the studio and left.

Monica pov
I got out and quickly got change and made my way downstairs seeing a note on the kitchen table.
Hey monica off to the studio wont be back until tomorrow - Gerald
I ripped it and threw it into the trash.
"Thanks for the breakfast, i really appreciate it." I said rolling my eyes as i looked at the clocked and seeing it was almost 12 i grabbed my phone and called and ordered some sushi.
I sat there watching supernatural realizing that that Jensen dude i meet at the market looks like the dude from tv. Then it hit it is. I opened my phone going threw my contacts seeing his name his number on my phone. I was going to press call, but Gerald is amazing but things are pretty low right now so i shut my phone off. And went back up stairs. I grabbed my glasses and a phone started to ring and wasn't mine i looked around.. It was Gerald some named devon i clicked on send a message saying text me better.
Devon: can't wait to see you soon baby😍
What the hell... After all he was just using me to finally reach his real girl. After the wrecked after him helping me was just a game. I Grabbed a suitcases and got all my belongings and but them in the car, coming back inside making sure i haven't left anything behind. I got a sticky note wrote something and left it on the door of "our room."  I called Jensen hoping he would understand, after a few rings he answered.
"Hello?"
"Jensen its me monica."
"Hey what's going on?"
"Lets just say i have some things going on, i was wondering if i could stay at your place for awhile."
"Yeah of course i have some people over if thats okay with you."
"Its fine text me your address."
" i will bye." 
I ended the call and got into the car and went to his house. I got a text from Gerald.
"Hey babe you need to leave the house right now, I'm having some guys to check the gas leak. 
I rolled my eyes and texted back
"No problem" and turned of my phone and headed to Jensen house, once i got there the house was amazing but seemed liked he was having a guys night from all the american cars parked in his driveway. I parked out right by his fence and walked to the door.  Not sure if i made the great choice.