The sound of your heart beating

Alive

Christmas eve

"Good morning babe." Drew whispered in my ears kissing my cheek.

I open my eyes and roll over to my side. I smile and kiss him."Morning."

"Do you mind if I take a shower?" I asked he chuckled and handed me a towel.

I giggle and head to his bathroom. Drew and i have been together for two months yet I'm still a bit shy with him or when I'm over.

I finally get out and wrap myself in the towel and head to his room.

He was sitting on the ground looking for something in his drore.

He looked up and spoted me in the door way, his eyes shined.

He smirked and got up off the floor. "I'll let you get dressed." He said.

I stopped him and closed the door behind me. I unwrapped my towel and threw it on the floor exposing myself to him.

His eyes went from top to bottom. He smiled and got closer.

Kissing me hard my paulse quickened. I pulled off his shirt and he took off his pants.

He gripped my thighs and brought me to the bed. Hovering on top of me he said;

"You sure about this?" I nodded and pulled him closer.

"God you're beautiful." He whispered in my ear while kissing my kneck.

A moan escaped my lips once again but this time I didn't stop him.

He reached for his nightstand and opened the drore. Pulling out a condom.

He put it on and looked over to me to see if I was okay.

"Tell me if I hurt you." He says. I nod.

He starts kissing me and I can feel the pain. I pulled on his hair a little but he didn't stop. I didn't want him to stop.

...

"Did I hurt you?" He asked holding me tight in his arms. I shook my head no.

"Don't worry, it won't hurt as bad next time." He reasured me. I nodded then kissed him.

"I thought you said new years?" He asked a bit confused yet satisfied.

"I did. But i don't know, I felt like it was the right time." I told him.

He pulled me closer and kept his arms wrapped around me like he was afraid that I was going somewhere and was never coming back.

"I'm glad you came along." I told him. "I'm glad I did too."

Drew made me feel so many different things all at once. But the one thing he really made me feel, was alive.

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