Crimson Kiss

urequited love.

"No! You are not leaving again" I shouted as i blocked Ivans way out the house.
" why wont you soend longer than twenty minutes in my presence?! I thought thia is what you wanted!" I felt hur and rejected... This was odd.
" it is what I want but I want it to be because you truly feel something for me... Not because-" he cut himself off as if pained by what he wanted to say.
"Not because what?!" I demanded to know. He looked up at me, with pain in his eyes.
"Not because you drank my blood and now the sire bond has caused you to react like this." He turned around. His back now faved towards me.
"You mean... This is how you wanted to...force me to love you?" I said shocked at this new information
" it will take another day till my blood will leave your system. Then tou will go back to hating me again..." I felt extremely hurt right at this moment, and through hurt I said.
"No need to wait a day... I already hate you...." I said feeling a warm liquid leak from my eyes.... Crimson tears..
"Yuuki... Im sorry-" he was cut off as i ran back up to the room and locked myself in as i fwll on the bed and weeped blood...

If this is only because of the sire bond... Why doea this hurt so much...

After a while I grew tired and fell into a deep dreamless slumber.

****

A week had passed and the sire bond had worn off... But even though it wore off i still felt hurt by the rejection. I had been starving myseld ever since that day. I didnt do it on purpose. It was just that i could not fathom blood the past seven days. Today i seriously concidered giving up and ending this curse of mine. Ivan did not care that I hadnt been eating. He didnt even make the effort to force me to eat.

I still feel like Im in love....

A knock on the door interupted my thoughts...before i could tell him to leave me alone he was already in the room.
"Yuuki. This is madness. You have to eat. At this rate you aill turn to dust in a week!" He said sternly.
" let death come. I welcome it. In fact I invite it to come right now." I say in my pillow that is stained by my crimson tears.
" Thats it." He said and in a matter of a sokit second he turned me over and pinned me down on the bed.
" Snap out of this Yuuki. I know you hate me but please dont star e yourself just because you dont want to be here!"
" You think that's the reason I wont eat?! For a vampire with enhanced vision, you sure are blind." I hiss wih palpable anger and new tears threatening to soring from my eyes.
"The sire bond hasnt worn off yet..." He whispered, more to himselc than to me.
" Oh for godsake Ivan. The blood is out of my system... And guess what I am fucking in love with you. But you seem to have changed your mind about that because you obviously want me to die. So let me have death. Why not rip my head off right now and put me out of my misery!" Ivan was take aback by this. He just stared at me shocked and pained at the same time. He closed his eyes before letting go of me.He stood up, walked towards the door, opens it and says.
"You are free to go my love... I hold you captive no more..."

Picture of Yuuki to the side