Alex's POV
The video just got finished uploading five minutes ago. 1k people have already seen it. I thought I would be so happy about this but right now my heart is beating out of my chest. All my social media is blowing up and I can't push myself to look at it. I am so afraid to even look at the comments.
I'm shaking so badly right now. Johnnie is in the bathroom getting ready to shoot a video with the boys who are outside setting up. I don't know what to do, I'm panicking.
"Johnnie!", I scream. I honestly have no idea where that came from. I didn't mean to actually scream that.
He ran out of the bathroom.
"What?!", he yelled, he was obviously very startled.
I saw him and went into some kind of shock. I've seen this boy a million times. I opened my mouth to talk but I couldn't force the words out.
"Alex?", he stepped towards me.
I couldn't speak, I was afraid I would mess things like I did before.
"Alex, you're shaking, what's wrong? Alex talk to me", he said in a panic.
"I, just, Johnnie I'm scared", I finally got out. I started struggling to get breath after that but I finally started breathing normally.
"Hey, it's all gonna be okay", he sat next to me and put his arm around me.
"Why do we have so many problems?", I asked him
"I don't know, that's just us", he replied.
I put my head on his shoulder and he rubed my back until I stopped shaking.
"We should go outside now", he said to me. I nodded my head and we went to shoot the video.
Johnnie's POV
We just got finished filming the yoga challenge video. Alex is happier now. I want to make it up to her but I'm not sure how.
All I know is that Ryan, the guy that manages the warped youtubers is checking in with us at ten so we have an hour to clean up the bus.
We headed back and started to straighten things up. After like an hour there was a knock at the door. Alex ran and hid in my bunk then closed the curtain. We let him in and we talked for like fifteen minutes then he walked around and checked on everything. He didn't suspect a thing and left.
Alex jumped down from the bunk and walked over to us.
"Everything good?", she asked.
"Yep, it's all good", Bryan told us.
"We're leaving in like ten minutes", Damon told us.
"Where to next?", she asked us.
"A hotel in Michigan. Tomorrow is an off day", Bryan told us.
I grabbed Alex's hand and pulled her outside.
Alex's POV
I closed the door and turned around.
"Johnnie what ar-", I was cut off my Johnnie's lips on mine. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him and started kissing back.
We made out until Jordan came outside.
"Guys! Oh nevermind sorry I didn't see you", he said awkwardly.
Johnnie practically dropped me. He helped me up off the ground and brushed the dirt and grass off of me.
"What do you need?", I asked Jordan.
"We're leaving now", he informed us.
"Oh, okay", Johnnie said awkwardly.
We followed Jordan inside and sat down on the couch.
"Guys we're gonna go to bed early since we didn't really sleep last night", Bryan said standing up with Damon and Jordan following him.
"Mkay, sounds good", Johnnie replied to them.
I got up to go get my hoodie, that's what the bus started moving, I jolted forward and I fell back, of course, Johnnie caught me. I was startled but I know I was blushing like crazy.
"I'm afraid to leave you alone", Johnnie told me.
"What? Why?", I asked him.
"Because, if I'm not there who's gonna catch you?", he said in a adorable way that made my heart explode.
"Then I guess you just can't ever leave me alone", I said looking at the ground because I knew my face was as red as my hair used to be.
Then he pulled me towards him to kiss me, right before he pulled me into him he stopped so our faces were literally centimeters apart. I could feel his breath and then he did that really hot thing were he bites his lip but just the way he does it drives me insane.
He didn't kiss me he just sat there, our faces so close. He just looked at me, I was so confused, it was like he was studying my face.
"Don't do this to me", I told him starting to break a small smile out on my face.
"Do what", he said with a smile.
"Kiss me already"