It's Out

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Johnnies POV

I woke up really early with this really weird feeling.

I finally got the courage to check the comments on the video. I pulled out my laptop and went and connected to the hotels WiFi, I got on the video and started to read them.

OMG IM SCREAMING JOHLEX IS REAL

I knew it!!! Omg otp <3

Johlex4life

Totally ship it!

I still ship Kohnnie but if that's what makes them happy then I'm happy

Ew I don't ship it

Kohnnie! Alex is a whore

There were mostly supportive comments, and like a hand full of hate but who cares.

I woke up Alex who was sleeping like an angel to tell her.

"Alex! People are actually happy we're together," I whisper yelled at her.

"Oh babe that's great," she mumbled.

"Oh yeah, sorry for waking you up," I apologized.

"You're fine," she said sitting up.

"Go back to sleep", I said, elongating the word sleep.

"But you're awake, so I wanna be awake", she said putting her head on my shoulder.

"Nope, come on, were going back to sleep", I told her.

All of a sudden there was a knock on the door.

"I got it", I said getting out of bed.

I opened the door and it was Ryan. Oh shit.

"Hey Johnnie, just making sure you guys got here good", he said.

"Oh, yeah we did", I said, my voice cracking.

"You okay?", he said stepping in the doorway.

"Um yeah, I think we should ju-", Jr cut me of when he saw Alex in the bed.

"What is going on?", he said loudly, but not yelling.

"She was only gonna be with us for a few days. I swear", I said. I was so scared and my voice was cracking like crazy.

"She needs to leave, you know I have zero tolerance for this, but I'm a nice guy so I'm just making her leave. I could take you off warped tour if I wanted", he said sternly.

"Thank you so much man", I thanked him.

"I'll call my sister and have her get me as soon as she can", Alex insisted.

"Okay, thanks, well have a good day you guys", Ryan said as he walked out and closed the door behind him.

Alex's POV

"Hello? Jenna I need you to drive to Michigan. What do you mean you can't?! Do you have any friends that can? Fuck! Okay. Love you too. Bye", she said frustratedly. She threw her phone and it landed on the floor.

I ran I picked up her phone to see if she has cracked it. Thank god she hadn't.

"Hey don't throw your phone, that's my thing", I said trying to cheer her up.

"Its not funny, I have no place to go and I have to leave", she said sadly.

"Hey! We will figure this out! Don't worry about it. We still have all day, love", I said, taking her hand and pulling her out of bed.

"Where are we going", she said, resting her head on my shoulder.

"The roof", I say, kissing her forehead.

"Oh, let's go then", she said excitedly.

We ran out the door and took the elevator to the too floor. We ran to the stairs and to the top door. I took off my shirt and balled it up to use as a door stop.

"Oh", Alex said awkwardly since she was caught off guard by me taking off my shirt.

"Oops", I replied.

I ran and jumped on the edge of the building, dangling my legs off the side. The building was only two stories tall. It was more of a motel.

"Johnnie! That isn't safe!", she said running over to me and grabbing my arm.

"I'm fine! Chill", I said laughing.

"What if you fall?", Alex said concerned.

"Don't worry Alex, it wouldn't be that much of a loss", I mumbled.

All of a sudden I was on the ground, of the roof that is.

"What gives?!", I yell at Alex.

"Sorry! Are you okay? I didn't mean to hurt you", she said inspecting my body for cut and such.

"Why did you do that?!", I was still yelling.

"Because you don't sit up there and say shit like that Johnnie!", she yelled back at me.

"What?! You act like people would miss me!" I shouldn't of said that.

"Johnnie! How could you say that? Are you kidding me?!" She screamed.

"Stop it! Just stop!", I scream.

I put my head in my knees.

"Look, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell", she sat down next to me.

"Alex you know that shit overwhelms me", I said faintly.

"You know that shit you said overwhelms me", she said, putting her arm on my back.

"I'm sorry, but you know its the truth, I wouldn't be missed all that much", I said in defeat.

"Are you forgetting that you're a youtuber?", she asked.

"I'm talking about people I personally know?", I said.

"Are you forgetting about all your youtuber friends? Also your family?", she asked sternly.

"I get it Alex sorry", I apologize.

"Johnnie, what about me? How do you think I would feel?", she asked.

"I don't know", I mumble.

"It would ruin my life", she told me.

"Oh", I said simply.

"Please promise me you'll never do anything like that", she told me.

I looked up at her, she was obviously upset with me. Her face was red with frustration and concern.

"I promise", I told her.

"Good", she said leaning in and kissing me.

"I love you, Alex", I said.

"I love you, Johnnie", she replied with a small smile on her face.
I only promised because I saw hope in her eyes. I know all she really wants to do is help. I know she really does love me.

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