Is this love? (A Justin and Ariana fanfic)

Chapter 13

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Re-cap from previous chapter

"Ariana?"

"yes, Justin."

"i love you."

i smiled. "i love you too."

he held my hand and we just laid there, looking above and not giving a single care about what was happening out in the world, it was just me and him, me and the love of my life.

End of re-cap

Ariana's POV

Tomorrow is the day I get to perform in my home state: Florida! I'm super excited because I missed it so so much it's been forever ago since I was in florida. Scooter had texted me earlier saying a surprise guest was going to appear at my show tonight as much as I begged him to tell me all he would say is

"Its a surprise guest Ariana it wouldn't be much of a surprise if I told you now would it?"

And so here I am at sound check rehearsing for the performance me and the crew will be giving my babes.
I'm truly blessed to have so many wonderful people placed in my life and to be doing what I love the most.

"Wassup ari" jai who was here to accompany me throughout my tour asked

"nothing much wondering who our special guest could be" I replied

"Oh right scooter hasnt said anything, huh."

"Nope."

"Well damn must be some special guest then..what if it's Madonna?" He said with a grin knowing how obsessed I am with her

"Don't even say that you're just getting my hopes up!" I said play punching him on the arm

He laughed and said "alright" punching me back

Then there was an awkward silence until jai said "hey, can we talk? I know it's probably not a good time but I really do want to talk about it despite it being probably late by now.."

"Um sure what is it?"

"Well you know we've been spending a lot of time together lately with your tour and I coming along with you and all..and you know that night-"

I cut him off "jai, we've talked about this and decided to never bring it up"

"Yeah I know but we can't just leave it at that, you well know that meant something to you too! Ariana, we are meant for eachother. I realize I've done some shitty mistakes in the past but losing you was the shittiest of them all. I'm a fucking idiot for even treating you the way I did, for making you look bad to the world. I regret it, I really do and if I could take it all back I would. What we have right now since Australia, that's a connection. And you can deny it all you want but I know you well enough to know you agree with me"

I was shocked. Ever since Nathan he never really spoke up about how he felt, what he wanted or even apologized. It took me a moment to process all this but I could tell he was beginning to get upset...

"Jai, I-"

"You know what forget it, I-I'm going to go, I knew you didn't feel the same about me which is why I booked a ticket to LA, I'm going with my brothers. Ariana let me know when you've finally been able to admit you agree. I'll be gone by tomorrow evening" He said then left.

I honestly had no idea what to do I was still with justin which I did not want to ruin my relationship with but there was just this feeling as if a thousand needles were stabbing my heart as jai left the room...he was right, I can't disagree because I know it's true. I just wish I hadn't had slept with him, maybe this wouldn't be happening maybe I wouldn't be in this situation right before the day of my concert. I have to tell Justin

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