Gay Is the Way [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 1 - Him

I stared into his gorgeous hazel eyes as I looked up at him. His milk chocolate skin was so smooth. My sky blue eyes locked with his, not even thinking about looking away. My pale skin couldn't hide my cheeks from turning pink and he grinned at my embarrassment. His perfect smile and face made me weak; he was so sexy.

He leaned in and grazed my ear with his lips that sent chills through my body. He nibbled on my earlobe, and I couldn't help but moan to his touch. He whispered in my ear, "I love you", and my face immediately turned red as his voice echoed in my head. Those words were a symphony to my ears. He slowly leaned in closely until our lips were an inch away. "Kiss me." I murmured as I felt his warm breath. He leaned in and...

*RING RING RING*

The sound of my phone rudely awakened me. I angrily got up to check because I was having the perfect dream of James and whoever was calling better have a good reason.

It was my best friend Abby. Ugh, I'm gonna strangle that girl for ruining my dream.

"Hello?" I groaned half asleep. "Wake up sleepy head, I'm coming to pick you up. I'll be there in 15 babe." She giggled hanging up the phone without giving me a chance to reply.

It was always funny when she called me babe, even though she knows I'm gay. Being in the closet has become the norm for me. Everyday its just like being a straight guy; only I like other guys. You can say I'm on the "dl" but it is something I would like to keep hidden. Growing up, I was made to believe a man that loves another man is not normal.

But I was born this way and that is completely normal in my books.

I grab my head and wipe the imaginary sweat off my eyebrows. Well at least she got me awake. My eyes sprung open to my sudden realization. "15 minutes, I gotta get ready!"

I jumped in the shower and then quickly brushed my teeth. I then walked passed my mirror and couldn't but notice my horrid body. Everything about my body I hated, and I only made my feelings worse by looking at myself. I was thick to the bone but wasn't overweight.

"Shut up, your fat." That is what my blunt conscience erupted to me.

Chubby? Fat? Overweight? Doesn't matter. All of them makes my ugly anyway.

I sulk my head lower out of disappointment; I just wanted my body to be skinnier. I just hated the fact I wasn't comfortable with myself.

I put on some clothes not caring what I was gonna wear. "Babe hurry and come on." A voice shouted. I recognized that cute little voice from anywhere. I opened my window to give her a better chance of hearing me. "I'm coming down right now!" I yelled back as I peered down at Abby. She stuck her head out of her car while bending her neck awkwardly.

I stormed downstairs and to the front door hoping to avoid my mom.

"Aiden Michael Thomas!" My mom snapped, causing me to jerk my head towards the kitchen. She was making herself some breakfast; a BLT I concluded by sniffing the air.

That made me sound so fat.

"You better not be late for school!" She shouted all the way from the kitchen. "No promises." I said as I closed the door behind me. You could hear her murmur something but I couldn't make it out. I jogged to Abby's car only to see her in her own little world. I always wanted to know what it felt like being her. She was so perky and feeling herself to a high level.

Abby was very pretty and very up-beat. Her emerald green eyes and golden blonde hair almost made me question my sexuality.

Haha, almost.