I walked upstairs with my head down. I dropped my bag a few feet from the foot of my bed and threw the covers over myself. I planted my face in the soft cushion of my pillow and began to weep. My emotions started to get the best of me.
A LOT has happened since last week. Things that I wish I had the sole power to change.
Day after day, the tension and suspense built up to the ceiling. The notes just kept coming and they got more hurtful everyday.
The notes eventually stopped coming, but everything changed after that. Then this happened and that happened and I just don't know how I should feel about life.
Ever since then and now...
James...
He...
Tears flooded my eyes. My cheeks burned from the warm tears I shed. Each trickle of water tasted like pure salt and sadness.
James...why did you...
1 Week Earlier...
I peer out his bedroom window that had smudges from my fingerprints. I turned back to him but he was focused on the basketball game. I leaned my body closer to his and he wrapped both arms around me.
James' dad left out of town on another procedure and James wanted me to spend then night. He felt that being together would be good for us. James and I grew so paranoid after all the hassle. We are definitely losing this game that is being played with this mystery person.
We still haven't got the least idea of who it was; It could be anyone. But enough of the bad vibes.
But I simply love spending the night over his house. Falling asleep while I'm wrapped in his arms and hearing him say 'I love you' is the best.
"Aiden?"
I look up at him and I get all red-faced. "Yeah James." I answer.
"No matter what happens, I'll always be there for you snowflake. I put my life on that. I promise." He took my breath away and conquered over my body. By using his arms he pulled me on top of him. He gripped my body by my waistline and pressed his fingers in my sides. I moaned so loud and girly, I became a little embarrassed.
He looked me straight in the eyes and bit his lip. His hairy chest was broad enough that both my hands sat on top of them. His back was on the headboard and his stare melted my face. My face was only a few inches away from his but he made sure my butt was right on top of his "thingy". Ugh, why am I so innocent all the time?
"You love big daddy?"
Every time he calls himself that I blush so much. Something about it just makes me feel so...I don't even how to describe it.
"Y-Yes...Y-You love m-me?", I struggle to get out. He squeezed me tightly, causing me to breathe in sharply. "Yes I do, my little cubby bear. You my baby boy." He groaned. "Y-You m-make me happy." I struggled to get out.
He smiled that gorgeous smile of his. "You are so perfect. You got my heart all locked up. And I swear you better not fucking leave me." He kissed my lips and neck as my toes started to curl up. He grabbed on my underwear and teased me by playing with the strap.
"You not leaving me right?" He murmured in between kisses.
"I'll never leave you." I said. His heart seems to jump an extra beat as soon as those word left my lips. His chest was so broad but I placed my hand over his sternum to feel what keeps this gracious man in my life. His heartbeat was so mellow and calm.
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Gay Is the Way [BoyxBoy]
RomanceAiden is a shy boy in high school. He is still in the closet and only his best friend Abby knows. His senior year of high school turns upside down when he encounters his tall, dark, and handsome crush, James. What will happen when these two worlds s...